Ahhboii

2009-02-03T21:31:00.002+08:00

This is the last time , everything falls apart !

You're really gone .

2009-01-30T23:27:00.000+08:00

2009-01-28T18:23:00.004+08:00

Headache are killing me ):

I see splitting images , damm ...

Going to the doctor soon .

Perhaps your faith in me has faded ,

But i will try my best to the end ,

Even if you had given up on me .

I misses those times with you ,

I will treasure the time chatting with you now ,

Before you are really gone

2009-01-24T13:54:00.004+08:00

As promised , I'll blog ...

Haven't been blogging for long .

Sorry Readers (:

School from monday to friday , hmm... Quite a fine week .

Didn't went to school on wednesday , sleeping at home .

Friday was fun , assembly , Cny celebrations :D

Monday,Tuesday,Thursday , just like some normal week.

Study..........

Friday , went to played basketball with Yuhao and co ...

I think there's 7 or 8 , played or 3~4 hours ?

From 5plus , to 9 .....

Reached home , bones breaking ....

Hmm , i guess i had to end here ,

I promise I'll blog more often :D

Cyas ....

Sometimes i wish you'll never leave ,

But somehow , It was my fault ...

I cant blame anyone else but me ,

I miss ,love you !

2009-01-23T22:11:00.001+08:00

I'll blog tomorrow ,

Bye !

2009-01-18T23:26:00.002+08:00

Pictures will do th talking (:

Bye.

2009-01-08T22:48:00.000+08:00

Hmm... I may consider putting my blog as private ,

So who want invitation , tag me :D

Byes

2009-01-04T23:37:00.003+08:00

Hellos , What's up people :D

Chester here to blog again (:

I look a fucking idiot up there ^^

Allright , i shall blog what i did these few days :D

Friday, 2/1/09

First day of school , morning went straight to eric's house ,

Went school with Eric and Pedro ,

3/6 got to split , to like 2 classes , 3/6A , 3/6B

And im in 3/6B , holy shit ~

Not with the same class as Clive , Chun Mun .

hmm, i still got shamir right :D

After school , went to eat , then bus-ed to vivo ,

Watched ...

I got the A seat , which is infront of the bloody screen ,

Cause i was there late , so no tix , watched with sis :D

Not a bad show , 7/10 :D

After show , went straight home , slept .

Then out to outram with sis again , went to eat and went back home .

Slept whole day :D

Saturday and Today , 3/1/09 , 4/1/09

Saturday , went to celebrate Darren's bday , hmm... 15liao ,

Grow up k ? Dont be childish , wahahhas

Today

Went out for like few hours , then went home again ,

Lazy to type out everything , not in a good mood .

Something's bothering me !

Hmm... allright , i shall watch tv now , tmr's school !!!

Friend ~

Hais , Sad

2009-01-04T12:19:00.001+08:00

When you say its over already ,

My heart broke .

Maybe we're just meant to be friends .

Maybe

2009-01-03T21:51:00.002+08:00

You said i shouldn't have said I love you at this time
How can I prove that I don't have the strength to lie?

Those feelings of loving you are too deep
I still remember them ,

I was wrong .
The tears have dried
I've let go
I've regretted

2009-01-01T16:36:00.002+08:00

Chester & Rhonda :D

Happy New Year People !

Hmm , I just woke up :D

It's like 4 .30pm already , out to countdown last night .

I felt freaking tired , quite fun .

Went to Marina Bay , got the tix .

Went in , freaking lots of people :D

After countdown , went to slack around vivo .

I mean outside vivo , lots of people !

4plus went home , reached home around 6 ,

Morning le , slept till now !

Tomorrow is school , and my fringe is screwed ):

Hahas , NeverMind .

My tail getting longer :D

Okk, byeee :D

Going out later again , to eat !

2008-12-31T16:13:00.001+08:00

Countdown later with ahboy and co :d

Bye

2008-12-27T12:24:00.002+08:00

Dedication time :D:D:D

EricChan:D

My best brother leh :D

Always going out together and playing together :D

My best pal , We're always happy together ,

Never quarrel before leh , know you 2 years liao ,going 3 !!!

Hahas , Brother Forever :D

DarrenTeo:D

Another brother lah !!!!!

Hahas , although he always lose to me in pool ,

He's still my brother :D

Wahahs , Everytime come my house ton and slacked de :D

RIGHT !

Always cheering me up , when i'm sad :D

Bro Forever :D

ChewYiWei :D

Hi Chew Chew :D

BROTHER ALSO :D

I so many brother ,

You're the most cute de loh :D

Chubby , wahahs :D

Okkk , joking , you rocks okkk :D

Although i very long never see you :D

LinYuhao :D

Hmm, my neightbour and friend , hahs :D

Always play computer only , nvr come talk to me ):

Hahas , ok lah . Not a bad brother :D

Anything wrong , just chiong into his house can liao

:D:D

Hahas :D

Carol :D

My best entertainer :D

Give you a Best entertainer award of the year ,

Hahahs :D , okkk lah , you rocks too ,

You be my sister , hahahahhas :D

:D:D:D:D

2008-12-27T12:16:00.003+08:00

Hellos people :D

Shall update , what i did the past few days :D

Plus Dedication :D

Wednesday

Woke up around 10plus , den met darren.

Pool-ed at safra , i won darren 3 times :D

Then cab down to queensway .

Bought my bag and slippers :D

Then we parted , went home and sleep :D

Until 6 , out to town with ahboy and co ,

Then , countdown is so freaking boring !

Had alot present , so happy :D

Thursday ,

Reach home around 4am , slept till 8.

Churched :D

To around 1pm , out with ahboy and aaron .

Bugis and lan-ed !

Wanted to ton , but didn't .

Freaking tired ):

Friday ,

Woke up around 1plus , sleep again :D

To 5plus , cabbed to ahboy's chalet !

Boring , went to wild wild wet , hahs :D

Something happened :D

Then went back chalet room , i slept to 1am like that ,

Went for midnight cycling , to around 5plus ,

Didnt watch sunrise with all of them , went back sleep alone till around 9plus !

Cabbed home , and here i'm blogging , not going out today ,

Going to rest ,

Hahas, Byeee :D

2008-12-24T16:02:00.002+08:00

If you had already given up on me , keep me in your memory will you ?

I know i had done something very wrong , very .

i know in the past , you had treated me very well , but i doesnt know how to cherish ,

I broke my promise , i broke your heart , but i'm sorry !

I know i love you ):

But i also know , you wouldn't forgive me anymore !

2008-12-24T09:38:00.002+08:00

Hellos :D

No pictures (:

Just reached home , went to sis's chalet last night :D

Gonna ton at town later again ,

To celebrate Xmas , Xmas eve,

Hahs, okkk Byeee :D

2008-12-23T11:11:00.002+08:00

Here to reply tags ,

how long didn't i reply :D

22 Dec 08, 12:16

LorMee: hi, LOls. TAGGED
-Oh, hi !

20 Dec 08, 23:05

Preeti: Hahhaha pity you , holidays like **** ahahhahaha , dying everyday hor CEFMDM
-LOLS , ok what my holiday !!!

11 Dec 08, 11:56

Darren: U hv been tagged to do my quiz on my blog ...
-kkkkkk

10 Dec 08, 00:24

YW: DO MINE QUIZZ !
-no problem :D

7 Dec 08, 16:34

Meiqi.: lolz jade ah, spam somemore lah ! spam everyone's blog until so song hor ?! But now i more song, cos I know tht you're JADENGSHUYING ! fcuking bytch.
-LOLS

7 Dec 08, 00:50

lolz: eh meiqi look like pig. hehehe. smallsmall eye, bigbig nose, yellowyellow teeth, chao-chubby face. LOL!
-LOLS

3 Dec 08, 18:06

diniyy: oi, link me !
-okok , soon :D

24 Nov 08, 12:33

YW: tagged ! haha .. ltr euu say i dun have tagg euu uhh ! Takecarr Bro ! ;DD
-hahahahs

20 Nov 08, 22:34

Jingyun ,: Yo , chester chester !
-HIHI

20 Nov 08, 19:35

wq!: first time come to your blog, (:
-LOLS ? Hahas

18 Nov 08, 14:22

cheryl: hey homie relink me !!
-okok soon

18 Nov 08, 01:38

diniyydorella: CHESTER ! LINK ME LEH ! CHEERS !
-okok soon

16 Nov 08, 11:06

♥stella(:: Hey, i update already!(: Take care too(: And link me k? Thanks(:
okok soon :D

12 Nov 08, 09:59

YW_Chester: Hu help ew de ? Good Job sehh ! ew r invited to do mine Quiz !
my friend loh :D Hahas, okok !

29 Oct 08, 21:59

dexter: link me thx
-soon

29 Oct 08, 02:50

JINGYUN ,: Chester , I TAG YOU !
-ok replied :D

26 Oct 08, 01:38

JINGYUN ,: [ C ] hester !
-ok :D Hi !

2008-12-22T22:55:00.002+08:00

Hi people ,

Just got back homeeeee , Didn't ton with ahboy today ,

Feeling unwell , yeah . reached home and slacked !

Was out the whole day , i think !

Met Eric around 2 , to taper his pants !

Left him around 3 plus , went home , changed !

Out to fareast , slacked around there , shopped with ahboy and co ,

Then to cine , watched "Yes Man" , not a bad movie :D

Freaking funny , people you shall watch :D

Kept coughing , argh !

Then reached home around , 10plus !

Bathe and came to blog :D

Allright people , Gotta run :D

Byess (:

2008-12-21T23:15:00.002+08:00

My walls are closing in .

Sorry , wasn't blogging for the past days ,

Down with flu , cough and fever !

Argh , hate it !

kept coughing , so didn't went out today !

Ok , people , i shall go and rest now !

Byes people ):

2008-12-15T22:48:00.002+08:00

Hiiiieee :D

Just a post before i go out ton-ning :D

Okkayy , i wont be home for the next 3 day :D

Dont worry , i will still use the com either in lan or friend's house ,

So cyas, bb :D

No more work , argh !

byessssssssss :D

2008-12-11T20:36:00.003+08:00

Hellos !!!

Was out the whole today , with Clive , Eric and Chun Mun (:

Went to school around 12plus with Clive and Eric , to buy books !

Then went to Eric house , ate !

Slacked awhile , went safra (:

Pool-ed , i won Eric , hehes (:

Then went to queensway , alter school pants ,

Holyshit ! I think it will be like a skinnies (:

Hehe , Anyway , Clive's mom fetch me home , !

And reach home around 8.15 :D

BBYES (:

Somewhere i belong ,

2008-12-11T00:46:00.002+08:00

Hellos people ,

Im damm bored , wasn't at home the whole week , until today morning !

Mum and dad's oversea till feburary , (:

Anyway , met chun mun out today , Lots of fun !

Went to eat mac , then walked around , joked (:

Tomorrow going out with Eric and ChunMun ,

Going to buy books , and catch a movie :D

Okk , I'm feeling very sleepy right now !

Byeee , See you guys !

When my times comes ,

Forget the wrong that I've done !

Help me leave behind some ,

Reasons to be missed !

I miss you badly ,

Can a badly hurt hearts , still love me ?

2008-12-10T14:17:00.002+08:00

TAGGED BY YIWEI (:

[1]Do you have secrets?
-Ya , like who doesn't
[2]Would you fall in love with a boy ?
- NO
[3]Do you enjoy going to school?
Sometimes ,
[4]What would you do with a $1000000 dollars?
- Slowly throw into the sea ,
[5]Wad is ur view toward LOVE?
- dont know , dont care !
[6]Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
-Being loved by someone ,
[7]how long would you be willing to wait for a person whom you love ?
-Dont know , She's gone forever , ):
[8]If the person u loved is now attached, what would you do?
-Give them my blessing , if i can !
[9]Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
-Yeah , something ,
[10]What makes you angry?
Nothing ,
[11]How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
- LOLS , 10 years, open concert loh (:
[12]Hu is currently the most important to you?
- Hmm , haiz, someone !
[13]Wat is the most important thing to euu in life?
- SOMEONE !
[14]wad if your best frenz dropped into derh sea & did nt noe hw to swim , who would you save 1st ?
- Yeah , jump loh ,
[15]Wat is your favourite colour?
- Black , purple !
[16]Would you give all in a relationship?
- If i was given another chance to ,
[17]If ur ex hurt euu badly and want u back, wad would euu do?
- Dont know , it feels the other way around !
[18]how are euu feeling now?
- hmm , dont know !
[19]LOVE or LIKE ?
- both yeah !
[20]4 peepo u hab tagged , the person has tagged u ?
Ans* Darren , Yuhao , Yiwei
[21]your relationship wif her?
- All brothers k !
[22]your 5 im presstion on he ?
-(Darren)- Fun , cool , nice , playful , gangster !
-(Yuhao)- playful , talk cock , lazy , ..... , .....

-(Yiwei) - CHUBBY , cool , nice , friendly , playful !
[23]the most memorable thing she has done for u?
-Too much , playing around all the times (:
[24]pass this quiz to 5 peepo tat you wish to noe how they feel abt euu ..
1.Darren
2.Yiwei
3.Yuhao
4.Jingwen
5, anybody ?

2008-12-02T23:36:00.002+08:00

Hello People ,

Yo , (:

As promised , i came to blog (:

Hmm, but i had nothing to write on , no pictures !

Working and going out these few days ,

Will be going to taper my pants on saturday together with eric ,

Yay, sec 3 next year means long pants (:

Okk, people i had nth to write , bbyeeee (:

Aww, i've got my hair cut (:

Tail behind , yay !!!

Only to see those hurt i've caused you ,

I'm sorry , I love you ):

2008-11-29T00:18:00.002+08:00

Hello people ,

I know i hadn't been blogging very often , yeah !

Sorry !!!

I've been working everyday except sunday , so didn't have spare time !

I came to blog to make sure my blog stays alive for the time being !

Anyway , i will have a proper post next week ,

Maybe on monday or tuesday !

So byee people ,

If there's another chance , to say i love you again !

2008-11-23T03:40:00.002+08:00

Hello people ,

I know i hadn't been blogging these few days ,

Work and work , hmm , i got back my job (:

Next thursday is pay day (:

Everyday reach home around 11pm , so had no time to slack at all !

Bye people !

IT is 3.41am now , just finish watching soccer , no work tmr (:

Bye !

2008-11-14T23:40:00.002+08:00

Hello people !

This photo was take on 26th oct , during yiwei Bday (:

slept till 2 today , was freaking tired ,

So didnt went to eat breakfast with darren , sorry (:

woke up , called darren where was he , didn't went to find him , as i was lazy !

Then was slacking the whole day , at home !

Didnt go out today , bored to death !!!

Okkk , Bye people !

Gotta sleep , tmr needa go back primary school , for some events (:

Byee !

2008-11-14T01:09:00.002+08:00

The person that tag/ pass me this is ?
Jingyun (:
The relationship between him & her is ?
FRIENDS !!!
Your five expression of her & him is?
Hmm , good , good , good , good and good !
The most memorable he/she have done for you is ?
Err, forgetten (:
The most memorable he/she have said to you is ?
Nothing ?
If he/she become your lover you will ?
Hmm, wont lah , my PBT sister , right !
If he/she become your lover , thing she/he need to improve on ?
Wont one lah , I SAID PBT sis right !
If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ?
_l_ , i just SAID PBT SIS !
If he/she becomes your enemy , the reason will be ?
_l_ !
The most desired thing you wanna do for him/her is ?
No idea (:
Your overall impression on him/her is?
Cool !
How do you think the people around you feel for you ?
Good ?
The characters that i love about myself are ?
Hmm , dont know leh !
On the contrary , what about the characters i hate about myself ?
Err, dont know !
The most ideal person you want to be is ?
ChesterBennington !
For people that love, care and concern for you, you say something to them ?
I love you (:
Pass this quiz to 10 person that you want to know they think of you, they are?
1. Darren(:
2. Yiwei(:
3. Yuhao(:
4. JingWen(:
5. JingYun

6. Clive
7. Eric
8. Jingyun
9. Jeslyn
10. JiaYi
Who is no.6 having relationship with ?
Hmm, dont know (:
No.9 is a male or female ?
Female !!!
If No.7 & No. 10 is together, will it be a good thing ?
Hmm , cannot no.10 got BF
What is No.2 studying about ?
Studying abt his GF
When is the last time you speak to No.3 ?
2hours ago (:
What kind of music band No.8 like?
Dont know !!
Does No.1 have any siblings ?
Yep , 1 brother !
Will you woo No. 3 ?
Sorry , i no GAY !
How about No. 7?
He my brother leh , how ?
Is No.4 single?
No lah ,just got himself a gf !
What is the surname of No.5 ?
Forget !
What is the hobby of No. 10 ?
I dont know !
Does No.5 & No. 9 get along well?
Ok lah , classmate !
Where is No. 2 studying at ?
Queensway sec !
Talk something casually about No.1 ?
BEST BROTHERRR ! (Happy?)
Have you tried developing feelings for No. 6 ?
I told you , i ain't GAY !
Where does No.9 lives at ?
Bukit timah ?
What colour does No.4 like ?
Omg, I dont know ):
Are No.5 and No. 1 good friends?
They dont know each other !
Is No. 7 the sexiest person in the world ?
Eric sexiest lahh (:
What is No. 6 doing now ?
Dont know ):

2008-11-14T00:44:00.001+08:00

Hello people !

It's cold inside ,
I'm sensing fear !
My self control ,
has disappeared !

Okk , (:
I just reach home , was out with Terence and Ahboy and 2 girl , forget their name again (:
Went to suntec today , wanted to take the stupid flyer , but in the end , didn't
No money and i needa save money to dye hair ):
My hair is still black , i want purple fringe ):

Okk , was walking around suntec and saw alot of people ,
Played arcade , for a while , then went to slack awhile , then bused to ECP ,
Wanted to cycle , but in the end didnt , tired !
then slacked there till around 11.30 , bused back home ,
Wanted to ton there , but no tent to sleep , so in the end , all went home (:
Hahahs , People , I've gotta go and bathe , going breakfast with darren tomorrow , maybe !
Bye (:

Take this all away ,
I'm suffocating !

2008-11-13T05:47:00.002+08:00

I've been tagged by Jingyun !!!

Do you have secrets?
Who doesn't have , -.-"
Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
Huh , that sounds wrong , i'm a guy
Do you enjoy going to school?
Hmm, sometimes i do (:
What would you do with a billion dollars?
Holy , I would share it with ChesterBennington !
Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Hmm , Dont know !!!
Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loving someone ?
List out your 15 favourite songs:
Given up (LinkinPark)
Breaking the habit (LinkinPark)

The way i am (Eminem)

When you're gone (Avril Lavigne)

Crawling (LinkinPark)

Guilty Consience (Eminem)

This is the new shit (Marilyn Manson)

This is hallowen (Marilyn Manson)

Crush (David Archuleta)

The rest lazy to type out

--------....--------

If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Hmm, give up ?
Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Of course have lah (; with my brothers and ahboy (:
What makes you angry?
Nothing , or i forgetten ?
How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
24 liao , hmm , singer ? Hahs (:
Who is currently the most important people to you?
ChesterBennington , Brothers , !
What is the most important thing in life?
Singing , my band (:
Single or attached? If attached, who?
Single ,
What is your favourite colour?
Black , purple and white
Would you give all in a relationship?
Yes !
If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
See loh ,
Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
Yeah , maybe !
What do you really want now?
ChesterBennington to talk to me !
5 people I have tagged,
Yiwei , Darren , Yuhao , and who else ?

2008-11-13T05:39:00.002+08:00

Write 10 things abt yourself & pass it on to 10 ppls :D

1- My name is ChesterBennington (:

2- I love Linkin Park , esp Chester (:
3- I have alot of brothers ,
4- I am a guy
5- 100% guai kia
6- Dont smoke or drink !!!
7- I like the soccer team , Manchester United
8- I have my style !
9- Í love sleeping
10- I dislike motherfucking bastard !

★Abuse Power With Greed

2008-11-13T05:30:00.002+08:00

No pictures today (:

Anyway , it's so late now , 5.30am (:

Okkk , was watching soccer just now ,

Let's talk about today ,

Woke up around 12 , called darren ,

Then went to find them , darren , samuel , lesean , cindy and yiwei !

Played block catching , Fun , but we played only for like 2 round ?

Went home around 3 , reached home , prepared ,

4.30 went out , raining like what the fuck ,

Went to find ahboy and 2 girl , dont know what name -.-"

Bused to cineleisure , so fun in the bus (inside joke)

Watched quantum of solace , not a bad show

Better than max payne (:

Then after that show , went to fareast

Ahboy bought something for her gf (:

Wahahs , then slacked awhile , went home ,

We all went different ways home , reached home around 10 ,

Slept till 3 , watched soccer and here am i'm blogging (:

Bye people , going to find ahboy again tmr , go ton , bye (:

2008-11-12T00:00:00.001+08:00

The song title is "ä fragile heart" by westlife !

A fragile heart was broken before
I don't think it could endure another pain
But there's a voice from deep inside of you
That's calling out to make you realize

That this new bond gives inspiration
To all who feel no love appeal no more
So how can I break this wall around you
That's aiding both our hearts to grow in pain

So forget your past and we can dream tomorrow
Save our hearts for care and lovin' too
It's hard, I know, but oh one thing's for sure
Don't go and break this fragile heart.

A hurting mind in need of emotion
I don't think It's could endure another pain
But baby in you, I've found affection
Affection I have never felt before

So don't let your past destroy what comes tomorrow
Don't go and break my fragile heart

With all this fire that burns between us
There's so much to lose
Yet so much more to gain
And if I could, choose the world around me
The world I'd choose would all revolve around you
So help me complete the game inside me
And help me to mend ,to mend this fragile heart

Replace Freedom With Fear !★

2008-11-10T22:52:00.003+08:00

Chester is the best (:

Chester , Chester , Chester !!!

ROCKSSS !

I'm back to blogging ,

Last night , yuhao overnight at my house ,

Played the whole night , and slept the whole day !

Bye

2008-11-05T22:01:00.002+08:00

Last year at beijing ! Can see me ?
I'm wearing the grey hoodie !

Hello people ,
Suprised that i'm blogging now ?!
I'm at my aunt house , doing nothing , so decided to come and blog (:
Okkk , I'm going overseas to australia on the 24th november , i think !
Depends on if my Sis is going anot !

Okkkkk , Shall go now , bye people !
I gotta run and play Wii (:
So fun !
Bye !

2008-11-04T13:53:00.003+08:00

Won't be posting till next week ,

Going my aunt house !

Bye people !

I wanna hold on to you !

I wanna love you again !

I want you back again !

2008-11-03T22:59:00.001+08:00

People , i know i hadn't been blogging these few days !

Work was tiring , so didnt have time to blog , sorry people !

Take care all !

Bye !

ILY,ILY,ILY

2008-10-28T22:52:00.003+08:00

Will be at class chalet tomorrow (:

Sms me , if have anything emergency (:

People .byeeee (;

2008-10-28T22:52:00.001+08:00

Will be at class chalet tomorrow (:

Sms me , if have anything emergency (:

People .byeeee (;

Ily ):

2008-10-27T00:59:00.002+08:00

Hello people ,

Was out with Darren , Yiwei and Jingwen today ,

Went to cyrus first , played lan for around an hour ,

Then walked to great world , slack and ate !

Then took bus to tiong park , slacked awhile ,

Police came , and somehow screen us ,

But we were innocent , didn't do anything !

Then played around there , slacked and talked !

Went back home , aunt and uncles ,

Came to play mahjong , and i was watching soccer ,

House was very noisy just now ,

Going out tomorrow , to have breakfast with relatives ,

And having piano lessons tomorrow , !

Today was fun with my brothers and I got to go ,

If not i couldn't wake up on time tomorrow !

Bye people !

I'm trapped in these memories ,

I look down , only seeing pieces of memories ,

Shattered infront of me !

2008-10-25T23:52:00.004+08:00

I was really stupid to let you go ,

I lied to you , i hurt you !

If there's a second chance ,

I will cherish you ,

But fate doesn't allow !

From the day you are gone ,

I started learning cherish things more than before !

I learned my mistake , I tried to treat everyone better ,

I neglected you , I was wrong , totally wrong !

I chose this path , and the consequences was that , you will walk away !

I was foolish enough to even let you go ,

By thinking back of our memories , i remember how you treated me ,

You treated me so well , and i was even so stupid enough not to realised !

School has ended , It also means that , i'll not see you till next year !

I was asking myself , if i was a good bf , but no , i wasn't !

I treated you badly , i neglect you ,

But even though i did those things to you ,

You never failed to treat me well , instead you still continue to be a GOOD gf ,

I was dumb enough not to cherish you !

It is about 2months , since you're gone !

And the distance between us , starts to lengthen , longer and longer ,

And one day i will lose you completely ,

If you're back one day , IF !

I wont be the guy you know anymore , cause i'll learn to cherish you !

I'll learn to treat you better , i wont neglect you anymore !

But whatever i say will not get you back , anymore ):

It's been so long , from the 1st time i look at you ,

Till i lose sight of you , i know you dont love me anymore !

But I promise i'll love you , from now till death !

People can say i'm just saying those words without serious consideration ,

But i'm really serious now ,

I love you lots lots ):

2008-10-25T00:06:00.003+08:00

Went to watch max payne with yuhao today !

The movie wasn't that good , seriously , boring !

Storyline suckss !

The day we parted so long ago ,

Cos of love , i kept waiting !

Hoping that fate will bring you ,

Back one day ,

I dont know how to cherish you ,

I'll regret it for life ,

I silently wish you happiness ,

I watch you from afar !

2008-10-23T22:41:00.004+08:00

If things can change , If time can rewind !

I dont know how i got this way ,

I'll never be allright !

Last day of school today , mixed feelings !

I know it will be the last day i'll see you till next year !

Anyway , work has been tough this few days ,

Though i didn't go to work today , wasn't feeling really well !

Getting my pay tomorrow , !

I remember , how i neglected you last time , when i was working !

I wont blame anyone except myself ,

why , why was i so dumb !

Cause i can't hold on , without you anymore ):

Bye people !

Gone !

2008-10-22T22:22:00.002+08:00

I wanna feel like ,

I'm close to something real !

I will never feel anything ,

Till my wounds are heals !

Hello people , playing soccer in heavy rain , is damm it fun !

Played soccer today with alot of people , when it is raining like hell !

till around 4plus , went home , ohh, I'm starting work tomorrow ):

Sad , It will be very very tiring , !

But having class chalet on the 29th October , !

Byee people !

I will never forget you ,

I will love you forever !

2008-10-21T00:09:00.003+08:00

If i could change , i would !

Take back all the pain , i would !

Replace every wrong move that i made , i would !

Out with Yuhao today , to queensway !

To buy his PSP , He had such loving parents (:

Also went to play basketball with yiwei and darren and alot more people !

Okkk , I should end here , bye !

Without you , my smiles starts to fade !

Without you , the distance between starts to lengthen !

2008-10-19T16:53:00.002+08:00

Can't you see that you're smothering me ,

Holding too tightly , afraid to lose control !

Okk , Hello people !

Had nothing to do now , going out soon ,

No school tomorrow (: , Probably going out to ton tonite !

Meeting ahboi , and alot of people !

I came here to blog , to tell everyone that i'm still alive !

And the same goes to my blog , still alive !

okkk, Byeeeee (:

2008-10-16T20:14:00.002+08:00

Jay Chou New Ablum (:

[Capricon ]

Okkk , Didn't go to school today , wasn't feeling that well !

As my throat hurts from singing in KTV last night !

Okk , went out for piano lessons at plaza sing around 4 !

Finished and went to bought Jay's new ablum !

I rate it 9/10 , excellent songs (:

Okk , Damm shag now and having headache !

Okk, shall go now , bye !

Loss , Regret , Cherish !

When i lost you , i starts to regret , After that, i learnt to cherish you !

But you are already gone , far away , ):

2008-10-16T09:58:00.001+08:00

Hello people !

KTV was so fun , (:

I sang till my throat is so pain now (: !

ok , Didn't go to school today , byeee !

2008-10-14T22:08:00.002+08:00

CHESTER BENNINGTON <3

I know my blog is screwed now !

Do halfway , then not done , Pai Seh !

Anyway , No school today , was out with Yuhao , till night !

Damm Fun !

Okk , there's school tomorrow and going to KTV tomorrow with Guan hong and lots of people (:

See you people , byeeee (:

Your presence is still with me , though you are gone !

My emotions aimlessly still holding on to the lost love !

Sweet and loving times with you , shattered like broken glass !

2008-10-12T10:17:00.003+08:00

你不等了　說好的　幸福呢 ?

我錯了　淚乾了　放手了　後悔了 !

Sorry for not blogging yesterday , was very tired !

Went home straight after Escape , and slept like a pig !

And i'll upload more picture soon !

Went Escape yesterday , wasn't that bad , played quite long !

Esp Wet and wild , damm it fun ! Make us all wet !

Went home quite early around 7 , reached home !

Okk, shall end here , go look at the pictures !

Maybe going ahboiiiii's chalet ba , bye !

我還愛你呢 ):

2008-10-10T23:18:00.002+08:00

I thought you'll be here forever ,

But it's another illusion , i chose to create !

Hello people , Just gotten home , it's 11 plus now !

Went to many places today , wanted to ton at town with friends !

But was too tired , so went home instead !

Going out with lots of people to Escape tomorrow !

Happy (:

Okk , gotta go and bathe and get ready for tomorrow ,

and turn in early !

Byee !

Chester misses you !

2008-10-06T05:23:00.003+08:00

It's 5.30 now , didn't sleep last night !

Was mugging through my geog , hope can pass !

Came here to blog , cause was bored !

Just finish mugging , !

It wont matter anymore ,

All my hopes , dreams are all long gone !

If i say i love you again , will you be back ?

2008-10-05T12:05:00.002+08:00

Hello people !

Haven't been blogging so often , exams are coming !

I had started revision abit , always has no mood and is lazy !

Anyway , Tomorrow is my Geo paper , hope can pass !

Had been going out often this week , !

I'll try to stop going out and stay at home and study !

Okieee, Got to go , going to eat my lunch now and revision later !

Bye people !

Ily,

2008-09-30T22:59:00.003+08:00

When will the rain stop ?

When will you be back ?

When will i be able to hold your hands again ?

I didn't mean to make you cry !

It's all to late , My time has come !

I know one day , i gotta forget you and face the truth !

Is this the real life , is this fantasy !

I couldn't escape from reality !

I dont want to accept the fact that you are gone !

Sending shivers down my spine !

Imy !

2008-09-28T19:33:00.002+08:00

A picture speaks a thousand words !

Was out the whole day !

With my brothers !

Kelvin , Pedro , QinWei , Darren !

Shiok !

Bye !

Have you ever been hated or discrimated against ?

I have , I've been protested and demostrated against !

I love you , deeply !

ily ):

2008-09-26T21:13:00.002+08:00

The memories of two people
After the rain has passed
It is even harder to forget

that i still love you !

You don't have to mind
The tears only just happened to be falling

I know I cannot keep you from leaving anymore

Can I still reweave ,
The memories that are pilling in my mind

I can only forever be reading the lines
Reading the hurt I gave you
I cannot forgive myself
Then ask you to regard that I'm already not here
I open my eyes
Looking at the empty space

Perhaps you have already given up on me
Perhaps it is already too hard to turn back
I know it is me who let it slip

I know your pain
Is the promise I gave

If you have to leave
Request you to remember me
If you are sad
Request you to forget me

You are no longer holding my hand

Tears drop with great care

You don't feel sad, you are happier than in the past
Tell me how can I say those words of blessing out loud

2008-09-25T22:27:00.002+08:00

I make an effort to pull up the pair of hands that have no warmth.

The tenderness in the past has already been locked by time
Only leaving sadness that doesn't go away !

Let love permeate through the ground
All I want is you to be by my side !

Can the heart, that has been thoroughly hurt, still continue to love me?

I miss you !

Will you be back !

I'm losing hope ):

The world is cold , darkness holding me tightly !

2008-09-20T20:10:00.004+08:00

Woke up at 11 today ! Used com and slack at home !

Around 2 , Called darren , decided to go cycle !

Went to his house , saw Kelvin on the way !

Cycled to his house , reached his house around 2.45 !

Went to his house , slacked awhile !

Called Yiwei and he went to Darren house !

Cycled all the way from holland to clementi !

Playing on the way there , lots of slope (:

After that , went back holland played at a playground !

Played swing , and went home at 5 plus , wasn't feeling very well !

Reached home , bathe and slack till 7plus , ate !

Wanted to go Preeti bday party , but having headache , didn't go !

Sorry Preeti , happy beleated bday okkkk!

You bastard are gonna take back that shit !

Life and death , never live to regret !

So they feel, it's part of your obligation to fulfill !

This feeling, Is already not right
I try my best to save it
Some of the
Considerate feelings that should have been given
I didn't give
You pout
The dream you made is very petty and low
We're compromising
I neglected you
All you wanted was someone to be with you

It's too late to carefully write down things about you
Describing how I love you
Yet you smile and leave me

The world is cold , darkness holding me tightly !

2008-09-20T20:10:00.000+08:00

2008-09-13T23:34:00.002+08:00

These 2 person are my life , Chester And Rob !

They are from Linkin Park , they fucking rocks !

It's the longest time , we had been seperated !

I think these time round , is real !

I guess , i gotta stop whining here like a motherfucker boy !

So , everything going fine there , i suppose !

Was at home the whole day today basically !

Got to go and watch soccer , bye !

Ily !

2008-09-12T23:43:00.002+08:00

No pictures today !

2weeks , that hurts !

Went to school today , woke up at 7.30 !

Freaking late , immediately cabbed to school !

Costs me $8 , What the fuck ! Reached school !

Was late for 1mins ! Went back to class , !

Had Mother tongue test , copied part of it !

Science , copy worksheet again , it doesnt change and wont !

After that , was recess , ate , wanted to play soccer !

But was raining like what the hell !

Then went back to class , talked and slacked !

Had D & T after recess , wasn't doing anything during D & T

Was chased out of class , didn't bring apron !

After school , went straight home , !

Slacked awhile , and called yuhao !

Went over to his house , met Jazreel and Sili at commonwealth !

Went to mac to eat 1st , ! Ok ! I didn't eat !

Went to library afterwards , lots of things happen in the library !

Yuhao finally held her gf hand ! Wahhas !

Then slacked around , went back commonwealth , walked around !

went playground and 40th story ! look down , and was tall !

Okk, den went bus stop with yuhao , sent Jazreel and Sili off !

Went home , slacked , went to buy something to eat !

And here i am , think i'm having tuition tomorrow !

I fucking hate tuition ! Hope the teacher DIE !

okk, got to go bye !

I've been trying to tolerate those fucking nonsense i had !

Wait a second , I wont feel sad , neither will i feel bad !

Cause i had trying hard to take myself out of this shit !

Cause it's been hurting me slowly bit by bit !

It seems like everything has fallen apart !

Everything happens with a reason ,

And that's maybe destiny !

I can see you sad , even when you smile , !

Deep inside , you wanna cry !

We're gonna pull it together through ?

2008-09-09T23:14:00.004+08:00

Afterall , I thought i had given up !

But I'm still missing you ,

I had been thinking , It's not anybody 's fault !

But mine alone !

I had been selfish , I dont bother about how you think !

I didn't even bother about your feelings !

Now that you've gone , I had regret !

I reminisce about those things , i gone through with you !

Anw , I know i will never get the chance anymore !

I sincerely hope ,

You will forget me and live on !

I dont want you to be sad !

2008-09-08T22:31:00.002+08:00

Today This End !

o8o9o8 !

Woke up at 6.30 today , went to the bus stop at 6.45 !

Reached school around 7.10 ! Did geog homework !

Then had assembly , after that lessons !

After school went to do my science file !

Went home , slacked , went out !

Reached back home around 9 !

Ate and came here and blog !

I've never been perfect , But neither have you !

Keep me in your memories , Leave out all the rest !

2008-09-08T01:09:00.002+08:00

1. What is the important thing in your life?
You , Brothers , Parents !
2. What is the last thing you bought with your own money ?
Food ,
3. Where do you wish to get married?
Sentosa !
4. How old do you think you'll be permanently owned by your love?
Dont know !
5. Are you in love?
Dont know !
6. When was the last restaurant you had ?
Forgotten !
7. Name the latest book you bought?
Dont know leh ! .
8. What is your full name?
ChesterWongZhiHui
9. Share your secrets with?
BROTHERS !
10. The longest relationship?
Dont know ? 5months ?
11. Boyfriend/ family to take care of you?
Family (:
12. Do you do your own laundry?
Somemtimes ! .
13. How many children do you wish to have?
2 ?
14. Hugs/ kisses?
Both .
15. Name a person. State 5 facts about her/ him.
Yuhao (:
1) 5 Years of brother !!!
2) Addict to computer Games !
3) Able to keep secret !
4) He is very very very LAZY !
5) One of my best brothers !
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16. 8 things I am passionate about.
1) Family .
2) Brothers .
3) You !
4) Computer .
5) My Headphone .
6) My Speaker .
7) Money .
8) Everything (: !
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17. 8 things I say often.
1) Fuck Ni ar !
2) LOL !
3) Fuck You .
4) Go and die !
5) Whatever .
6) Fuck off !
7) Knn .
8) Stfu !
==
18. Books I've read recently.
Dont Read books ! .
19. 8 songs you would listen to over and over again.
1) Given up - Linkin Park .
2) What I've done - Linkin Park
3) The Way I Am - Eminem
4) Secret - Jay Chou !
5) Lose Yourself - Eminem
6) No More Sorrow - Linkin Park
7) Breaking The Habit - Linkin Park
8) In Pieces - Linkin Park
20. 8 things I learnt this year .
1) Linkin Park Is the Best ! .
2) No everlasting love in this world
3) Eminem Rocks !
4) Studies is important !
5) Brothers are important !
6) Dont be a bastard !
7) -
8) -

2008-09-08T00:48:00.002+08:00

ARE YOU:
• Perfect: I'm not perfect
• Tall: Dont know !
• In your pajamas: Nope
• Left handed: Nope
==========================
LAST:
• Friend you saw: My brothers !
• Talked to on the phone: Yuhao !
• Person to text you: Clive
========================
FAVORITE:
• Number: 7
• Color: Black .
• Food: Alot
• Place: Music Studio .
========================
QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
• Called Friends !
Q: Do you have anything bothering you ?
• Yep ):
Q: Where is the last place you went?
• Mac
Q. Do you smile a lot?
• NO .
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
• Sometimes !
Q: Are you a friendly person?
• Maybe .
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
• my room .
Q: Why did you sleep there?
• Cause i love it ?
Q: When was the last time you cried?
• Long long time ago !
Q: What was your last thought before going to bed?
• You ?
Q: Rate life as of right now, one being bad, ten being great?
• 3
Q: What do you hear right now?
• Songs , Secret by Jay Chou

Q: Does anything hurt you right now?
• Yep ! ):
Q: What's your favorite month?
• Decemeber !
========================
EMOTIONS:
Are you missing someone right now?
• Yeah , alot !
Are you single?
• Yep ):
Are you tired?
• not really .
Are your parents still married?
• Yeah !
===========================
BASICS:
• Real name: Chester Wong Zhi Hui
• Age: 14 +
• Eye colour: Black .
• Male or female: Male .
• Single: Yes .
• Crushing: Dont know ? ?
• Smart: NO !
• Hair color: black
• Sweats or Jeans: Sweats
• Phone or Camera: Phone .
• Health freak: Nope !
• Righty or left: Righty
• Smoke or Drink: -
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FIRSTS:
• First best friend: Derrick
• First award: K2 prize giving ceremony
• First enemy: Dont have !
• First pet: Tortoise
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CURRENTLY:
• Eating: Bread
• Drinking: Water
• Listening to: Listening to song , Lose yourself by Eminem .
• Plans for tomorrow: Slacked the whole day in school .
• Waiting for: you ): .
=========================
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE GENDER :
• Lips or eyes: Both
• Shorter or taller: Anything
• Romantic or spontaneous: Romatic
• Sensitive or loud: Loud
• Hook-up or in a relationship: Anything !
=========================
HAVE YOU EVER:
• Drank hard drinks: Yes .
• Lost glasses/contacts: Nah .
• Ran away from home: Yes .
• Broken someone's heart: Maybe .
• Been arrested: Yeah !
=============================
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
• Do you like someone: Yes .
• Are you seriously happy with where you are in life ? : NO

Q:What time is it now ? 1.05
Q.What colour is your tee you are wearing now ? Black ,
Q.What are you doing ? Breathing , Listening to song & Blogging .
Q.What did you eat for lunch ? MAC !
Q.Who was the last person you talk to today ? My dad
Q.What time you sleep last night ? 11pm ?
Q.Who was the last person you yell at ? Nobody .
Q.Who did you cry infront of ? Nobody .
Q.Who do you hate most ? No one ?
Q.Who was the last person you hugged ? You ?
Q.Did you kissed before ? Yeah !
Q.What do you do with $1,000,0000 ? Donate to charity (:
Q.Who was the last person u call him/her crazy ? Yuhao .
Q.Who did you talk to last night on th phone ? Nobody .
Q. What's your favourite sport ? Soccer .
Q.Who do you love ? You !
Q.Who are you missing now ? You , My brothers And cousins !
Q.What school were you in & are you in ? Ntps , Ntss
Q.Did you wait for someone in the middle of the night just to answer his ? Maybe
Q.What is your name ? Chester
Q.When did your world appear ? 5thMarch08.
Q.What was the last song you listen ? Breaking the habit , Linkin park !
Q.Who was the last person u danced with ? Nobody .

2008-09-08T00:41:00.002+08:00

Tagged by JingYun !

.Three names in your inbox cellphone?

- Clive , Yuhao , Daddy !

2. Your main ringtone?

- What I've done

3. What you did at 12 last night?

- Slacking at home , using the com !

4. Who was the last person you went out with & where?

- Darren , Yiwei and Yuhao , went swimming !

5. The color of the t-shirt you're wearing now and what does it says?

- Black , Just a plain black shirt !

6. The last thing you did?

- Talking on the phone !

7. List 3 things you always bring to school?

- Phone , Wallet and Bag

8. The colour of your bedroom?

- White

9. How much money in your wallet now?

- $10

10. How's life?

- Sucks ,

11. Your favourite city?

- Los angeles .

12. What will you do next weekend?

- Watch Soccer , out with brothers .

13. When was the last time you saw your mum?

- Dont know , 10minutes ago .

14. Where is she now?

- Outside talking to my dad and watching tv

15. When was the last time you talked to your parent/s?

- Few minutes ago .

16. Who is the last person that texted you?

- Clive.

17. Where did you have your dinner last night?

- Mac

18. The last surprise you got?

- Nothing .

19. Last thing you borrowed from your friends?

- Money

20. How are you?

- Fine

21. What time is it now?

- 12.46am

23. Where are you schooling?

- New Town Secondary School .

24. Are you angry with someone?

- Nope ,

25. What do you always order at McDonalds?

- FOOD

26. The last time you felt very sad?

- Now !

27. What is your wish for tmr?

- All my teachers in school , dont not come !

2008-09-08T00:40:00.000+08:00

Hello !

No picture today ,

Out swimming with Darren , yiwei and yuhao !

BROTHERS FOREVER OKKKKK !

2008-09-06T21:57:00.006+08:00

Yesterday ! 05/09/08

Woke up at 10 , Called yuhao !

Went to his place , after awhile , Yiwei came too !

Waited for him until he was ready , den went off to darren's house !

To borrow bike from him ! Yiwei fetch yuhao there !

Reached Darren house , Yuhao borrowed bike from darren !

Slacked awhile , den off to commonwealth , went to Mac ,

And alot alot of places , basically around commonwealth again !

Was damn tired after that , den went back commonwealth !

Ride a few more round , went to buy tortoise !

Yuhao bought 2 , me bought 2 and yiwei bought 2 !

Total 6 , den Yiwei and Darren went home !

Slacked awhile , played with tortoise , at Yuhao house !

Then around 4 , Yuhao went my house, did his holiday homework !

Then played awhile , he went home ! While I continue playing computer !

Den was at home the whole day !

Today ! 06/09/08

Okk, woke up at 8.30 today , was exceptionally early !

Dont know why , Den called Yiwei !

He was coming my house , den reached my house around 11 ,

Played with our tortoise and talked awhile !

He leave at 12.30 to yuhao house , while i was at home !

Till 3 went out meet Aaron at my house there , slack awhile !

Went home at 6.30 , went to eat ! Then to Yuhao house at 8.30 !

Played with tortoise again with him , was quite fun !

Then went home around 9.30 , it was raining !

And i just walk back home , raining !

I misses you my dear !

Will you be back ?

Cherish the time and moment with your love ones,

before they are really gone !

You will always be in my heart , baby !

Wherever you are , I'll still love you !

I'll imagine you by my side ,

Before you are really gone ):

Imy Terribly ):

2008-09-04T23:13:00.002+08:00

1 Week !

Sigh , I'll forget !

Hello guys !

YiWei sms me at 8 today , And i was still sleeping !

Okk, then woke up at 10.30 , he came over to my house !

Slacked and talked awhile to 11.30 , decided to go Plaza sing !

Then went to eat , went Yuhao house , slacked !

Around 12.30 , went to plaza sing !

Mrt-ed to there , went to pay my piano fees first ,

Then to arcade , played lots of game ! Shiok ~

Then 2.45 went for my piano class , while they wait for me !

Then 3.15 , piano ended earlier ! Then walked to diaso ,

Played with alot of things there , walked around !

Took shutter bus to tiong , wanted to buy rubisk cube , didnt sell !

Went back commmonwealth , went yuhao house !

Slacked till 6 plus, went home !

Buying Tortise with Yuhao tomorrow ! 'shiok !

Ok should end here , bye !

Confusing , Consuming !

Without a sense of confidence ,

I'm convinced that there are ,

Just too much pressure to take !

2008-09-03T22:43:00.002+08:00

6th day has passed !

I know it's time to give up and never dwell on the past !

Was a very fun day today , with Darren and Yiwei !

Called Yiwei today , then meet up at Yuhao house,

Slacked at His house awhile , he gotta go out !

So went to cycle , den called darren out also !

We were cycling from commonwealth to the Mac ,

Quite far , but was fun , i think we cycle the whole commonwealth !

Then played basketball awhile , den continued cycling !

Then 3 of us was like damn tired and so decided to go home !

Going out with Yiwei , Yuhao And Denise tomorrow !

Shiok ! Okk, People Gotta go , byeeee !

Anyway, Thanks darren for cheering me up , Brother forever okkk !

The scarifice is never knowning , Why i never walked away !

Why I stayed , when you just push away ! I'll never know !

2008-09-03T00:05:00.002+08:00

5th day had passed !

The night falls in , would it make me forget you ?

No picture today ! Sorry !

Woke up at 11.30 today , ate breakfast !

Then slacked around at home , went to Yuhao house !

Talked slacked and played around , around 4 !

Jog to Mac , bought Ice - Cream at mac !

Then I'm fucking left with $1 , how to go out with him on thursday !

Ok lah, then went back his house , slacked awhile , went home !

Then slacked slacked till 8 plus, went his house again, played !

9 plus went home and reached home around 10 !

And had nothing to do , came here to blog !

Okk, Bye!!!

Dont look back ,

One day you will eventually forget me !

Then , You'll live on and be happy !

I must learn to give up on you , Cause I love you ):

2008-09-01T23:44:00.002+08:00

4th day had passed !

It's time to give up, maybe !

Woke up at 12.30 today !

Was very tired today , Slacked at home till 4 ,

Went out with Aaron , Went to Jurong !

Slacked around , and went to arcade !

Played there for 2hour ! Wasted $56 !

But i think worth it ! It made me happy awhile !

Okk, reached home around 8, bus-ed home !

Okk, Meeting Yuhao tomorrow at 4 ,

To jog and maybe slacked around !

Life's filled with emptiness and unhappiness !

Ok, end here, bye!

I'll wish you happiness and everlasting love with your next Bf !

I'll will heal these wound , alone , all by myself !

My dear , You'll always be remembered !

Forget me , look forward and never look back !

Cause I love you !

Never will you be back again , Never !

2008-08-31T22:29:00.003+08:00

3rd day had passed !

Woke up at 10.30 today , called Yuhao out !

Meet him at 2 , went to his house at 1 !

Went library together , Yuhao is acting she got a sweet gf !

Ok lah , your new girl friend , last long ok !

Then reached library around 2 plus , read books till 4 !

Bused home together , went to his house !

Played Game together , Then i went home around 5 !

Went to change and cut my hair with him and went jogging with him !

Jogged with him till 7plus , walked home together,

Went to his house to eat and slacked around !

Went home around 8plus, reached home at 9 !

Thanks Yuhao for accompanying me the whole day !

And for cheering me up yeah ! Thanks alot my Brother !

Okkk , going out with him and denise on wednesday !

Ok, bye people !

You will never be back , never !

Night falls in , I'm missing you terribly !

My fringe looks so straight now !

But i love it !

2008-08-31T02:31:00.002+08:00

It's 2.30 now , Just finish watching soccer !

Going to sleep soon , was bored so came to blog !

Should be going out tomorrow , like my cousin says !

Go out have a walk, forget all those unhappiness !

Ok, i'm going to sleep le , damn tired now !

Bye People ! Hmm. September is coming soon !

1 more days ! Time flies , bye !

Miss

You !

2008-08-30T22:37:00.002+08:00

I was once yours , But now it all ends !

2nd day had passed ):

Woke up at 10 today , slacked and watch tv !

Wanted to go out with Yuhao , but i wasn't in a good mood !

Then was at home , the whole day !

Staring at the computer and the Tv aimlessly ):

Ok , Maybe i should just continue being this way !

Anw, People bye !

Near or far , Wherever you are ! I wish you all the best !

Be happy in the next relationship, and I believe last real long !

Far across the distance , Spaces between us !

We're maybe not meant to be together !

Fate make me meet you , Destiny doesn't allow us ):

Bye ! Take care , May you stay happy every single second !

2008-08-29T23:23:00.002+08:00

All Fallen Apart !

Anw, Sorry people for not blogging so long !

And i have changed back to blogspot !

Ok !

Went back to Newtown Pri with Shamir and Brandon !

Played awhile, met Darren and alot more people !

It's like everybody had changed !

Or maybe i am the one who changed ?

Ok shouldnt continue anymore !

No mood, bye people !

Last Long All Couples In The World !

Across all obstacles , we still failed !

2008-08-18T21:30:00.001+08:00

HELLOS PEOPLE!

Re-LINK YEAH!

http://nomoresorr0w.livejournal.com/

2008-08-12T23:07:00.002+08:00

Spot Chester and i will give you $1, hahahahas! He's hot!

Hi!
Short post before going to sleep,
Yeah, didnt blog these few days, sorry readers!
Anyway, school was fine today, had lessons,!
After school went home, had tuition!
Talked to baby online, and i felt so happy!
Hahas, okkk! i'm tired so bye people!
<3>
I love you, Elaine!

2008-08-09T22:09:00.002+08:00

Hehehe, here's some pictures, I look weird in most of them!
Okkk, Anyway, people! Sorry for not blogging for like 4~5days!
No mood to blog, Was bored today so went to blog!
Woke up at 9.30, Went to breakfast with cousin and Mom!
Went to macdonald, I'm always eating macdonald nowadays!
Wahahs, okk, Then went home after eating, sms-ed baby awhile!
Tuition starts around 12, end at 1.40, den talked to baby online,
After that suppose to meet Aaron and Co at 2.30, but was too lazy,
Called MacDelivery again, ! Waited for it and talking to baby on the same time,
Baby went out soon after, and i was playing some games!
Den Called Aaron, went to meet them at holland, wanted to watch the fireworks,
Went to eat instead, after eating when to slacked awhile, and reach home around 9!
Then came here and blog, talking to baby now!
Okk, shouldnt blog anymore, feeling so bored and sleepy, if i continues!
I miss and loves baby alot ):

2008-08-05T22:25:00.002+08:00

I'm still living in my world of fantasy,
Finding ways to escape from reality!
Shadow of my past!

Woke up at 7 today, Nearly late, prepared,
Called Eric, met him at bus stop,
Took 147 to school instead of 196,
Walked to school, joked and talk around!

Reach school around 7.45, nearly late!
Had assembly, Didnt put bag in the class,
went straight to assemble!

After that was having lessons!
-History, was revising tomorrow's test, Let's hope i wont fail!
Wasnt paying a single bit of attention, talking to Clive and Co.
-English, Continue our worksheet, very tired! kept talking to Clive,
Kept getting scolded by Mrs Goh, Wahahs!
-Recess, didnt eat, played soccer !
-Maths, Was talking again, but i did listen some parts,
Gonna have maths test on Thursday,
-CME, Mrs Goh lesson again, (: Was bored !
So Mrs Goh scolded me for talking to Clive again!
-Music, Had music lessons in class, did some National songs,
Damm bored, was talking to Clive,
-Lit, Last period for the day, was listening to the teaching,
Even though i hate it, i admit i talk to Clive too (:

After school, went Sp awhile , played soccer.
Went back school, baby, pass me the cookies,
Nice,Nice,Nice,Nice,Nice,Nice,Nice,Nice,Nice (:
Hahahas! i love you!
Then went back sp play soccer again, went home around 4plus,
Have a nap to 7, and came online, ate and waited for baby!
Okk, byee!
Will blog again, see you people!
I miss baby alot ):
ILY!

2008-08-04T22:11:00.002+08:00

Hello,
No pictures!
Woke up at 6.30 today, suppose to bring baby to school.
But in the end didn't as i was late for the bus.

Eric called me, and went to meet him at commonwealth bus stop,
Waited for the bus to come, slacked and talked,
Played his Psp awhile, then bus-ed to school.
Reach school around 7.35, talked and went back class!
Put my bags down, went for assembly,
So, sang the national anthem and the pledge, !

First lessons was Geo, learnt new chapter.
Didnt get back our test again, Hopefully, i can pass!
There's another test 2more weeks, damn!
After Geo, was English, did singlish,
Mrs Goh was speaking singlish all the time,
With all the "sia", The whole class was laughing.
Then was maths, 1 period, i swear it was boring.
Was talking around, talking to Clive about different sports in olympics.
Then recess, ate and ended so fast,
After recess was Science, sms-ed baby,
Due to the fact, that it was so fucking boring,
Drew out a batman car, Showed Jeslyn and she laughed at me!
What the hell, Never appreciate my car, !
Then have mother tongue for the last 2 period, John lim came!
Told us to finish our compo before we can go home!
Mr Chua gave us some model compo for ChunMun, Clive and me,
To copy, so finish copying, of course, finish quickly,
Played around, listen to songs,
Finally school ended, went to slacked around school,
Wanted to play soccer, but most were not playing.

Went home and changed, Aaron ask me out to causeway point.
Changed and went out around 3plus, reached around 5,
Walked around with him, meet ahboy and Yuhao also!
I swear they were damm funny, showed them my batman car,
And they laugh at me, Haiz, Nobody likes mine car, !
Okkkk, shop around and wanted to catch a movie,
But i ahboy need to go early, so decided not to!
Went to the arcade there, Was inside for 1 hour, playing.
Then around 7plus, Went home, Mrt-ed home
Reach home around 8plus, baby got home around that time too,
Then talked to her and came here to blog, damm it, i'm bored!
I miss you ):

2008-08-03T23:10:00.002+08:00

Sorry people, no pictures today, okkk!
Hello guys,
Woke up at 10today, went to eat and prepared,
Went out at 12, den reached yishun around 1plus, ate mac.
Around 4 plus, dad send me home and changed and slack awhile,
Went imm find Aaron and Yuhao, went there to slacked!
yeahh, then reached home around 8, used com and played games!
yeah, should end here, having school tomorrow, bye!
iloveyou!

2008-08-03T11:51:00.003+08:00

Hello people!
I'm gonna update before going out now,
Woke up at 10 today, slacked around.
Went down to Mac to have breakfast,
Reach home and have a bathe,
And preparing to go out now!
Ok people! Byeeee, Will be back before 9 today,(:
See you!

I miss baby lots ):

2008-08-02T22:44:00.002+08:00

Every day I take each step,
On this rough road alone.
Thinking of that moment,
When you and I first met in a junction.

There is a pain in my heart
which was never there
Now that you are gone
I find the pain filling your absence.

Things were so nice when you were there,
I had nothing but i had everything.
now that you are for gone,
i am searching for you in my loneliness.

I am searching for the same bliss and fullness.
which i found in your presence,
now that you are gone.
i have the bliss but i am empty.

Woke up at 8today, dont know why so early,
Then was slacking around at home,
Used com,played games and watch tv, how bored.
Then around 1plus, Baby went online and i chat with her.
Till around 3plus, i went out to meet Aaron they all,
They changed the timing without me knowning, what the fuck right.
Okkk, so it's allright, dont blame them, den went back home.
Used com and talked to baby again,
Chat with her till around 5plus, went to bathe,
Then awhile later around 6plus went out.
Met Aaron and ahboi at tiong, reached there around 7plus,
Went to the rooftop there, talked and slacked.
Then went down around 8, went to JEC,
Wanted to watched mummy 3 at 9 plus, but was full,
Not sure why so many people are watching, den we slacked around.
Have our dinner, talked awhile, cabbed home with ahboy,
While Aaron went to find her gf,
Then ahboy stop at commonwealth mrt, same as me,
He continue home by taking Mrt, if i'm not wrong.
Then walked home, and came here and blog, yeah, today was fun with them,
But somethings keep bugging me, not letting me alone,
Haiz, Full of thoughts running in my head ):
I Love you!

I dreamt that i was missing,
No one would listen, cause no one else care.

I'm breaking the habit.

2008-08-01T23:40:00.003+08:00

Chester is hot (:

Hello,
Woke up at 6 today, suppose to bring baby to school, but didnt ask something happened,
Reach school around 7.40, went straight to the hall,talked awhile and assembly started.
Had lessons, blah blah blah,
After school went to play soccer awhile and walk around, chatting with people, reach home around 3plus, have a nap till 7, sms baby, and just used the com, yeah, i know my life is bored,

2008-07-30T23:00:00.002+08:00

I see liars and thieves, abuse power with greed
I see need, I see pain, I had hope, I believed!

Hello~!
Woke up at 6.45, suppose to bring baby to school but didnt ask i overslept,I'm sorry!
Went to school, nearly missed the bus, reach school around 7.35, not late (:
Then went back class slacked and had assembly and had lessons, boring!
After school went queensway awhile den back to singapore poly, played soccer,
reach home around 4plus, have a nap at 5, woke up at 7, talked to baby!
okkk, ihad nothing to add on le, bye!

I love you <3 My dear

2008-07-28T22:30:00.002+08:00

When it all got started we was steadily just getting rejected
And it seemed like nothing we could do would ever get us respected
At best we were stressed and the worst they probably said we're pathetic
Had all the pieces to that puzzle just no way to connect it
And I was fighting through every rhyme tightening up every line

Hellos,
Woke up at 6.30 today, dad bought me to school, reach school around 7.30, slacked and went for assembly!
Had assembly, went back to class!
First 2 period was Geo, Didnt get back geo test, haiz!
So was having some lessons, on the new chapter, wasnt listening,
Was playing with sharmir.
Then english, talked and lessons!
Maths, was slacking through the whole lesson!
Recess, played soccer and was nearly late for assembly!
Then science, was copying the whole lessons, sucky, i was playing with Clive, Didnt listen at all, didnt bother too!
Then mother tongue, was playing around, teacher gave up on us le,
Let us play and play!
After school, went home straight, was suppose to play soccer, but was tired,
Reach home mum and my cousin, claudine, went out together.
Bought alot of things, but all for me, for my dear cousin :D
Hahas, den went straight for tuition, sms baby!
And tuition ended at 8, reach home around 9, talked to baby!
Okk, I'm tired already, See you guys tomorrow, bye!
I love eLaInE tAn :D
ILOVEYOU!

2008-07-27T22:41:00.002+08:00

Hellos people!
Woke up at 12 today, slacked around at home, went down to have breakfast.
Reach home around 1, sms baby, as she was still having tuition.
Asked vivian to help me with the new blogskins, thanks alot (:
Slacked around at home around 6, went jurong with lots of people.
Was slacking around, went to imm, after awhile, chat and shop,
I didnt bought anything :D And Aaron treat me to dinner,
Omg, i didnt use a single cent today (:
Saving very hard now, thanks Aaron, he is rich.
Hahahas (: around 9plus, Mrt-ed home.
Then reached home, sms baby awhile and came here and blog.
Baby just reached home and i'm chatting with her :D
Okkk, I have school tomorrow, getting back Geography test marks tomorrow,
Hope I can pass (:

I miss baby alots!
I love Elaine<3

2008-07-26T17:57:00.000+08:00

Chester and Linkin Park <3

Hello!
I'll post before going out.
I'm sorry to those readers, i haven't been blogging this often.
Was obviously lazy, so didnt bother to post!
Okk, we'll talk about yesterday,
Woke up at 6, Went to school with baby.
saw dayan in the bus, Lols, fated to fight with him(:
Recess, ahboi,renny,me,dayan,clive and chunMun, and some of the girls,
Started fightning when recess ended, lols, so was late for assembly :D
Scolded by Mr Lim, he was crapping, so we were just listening,Bored!
After school, went to sp, ate and wasnt feeling well, played soccer awhile.
Then went home, saw eric and co, slacked with them awhile, went home,
talked to baby awhile and went to have a nap as i wasnt really feeling well.
woke up at 7plus, used com and ate. talked to baby at 8plus,
11plus went to slept and woke up at 10, was doing my tuition homework,
Anyhow do, den tuition starts at 12.15, wasnt listening den time flies,
Around 2, tuition ended, talked to baby to 4~5plus, she went out!
okkkk and i'm here blogging, okkk guys, i gotta run if not i'm gonna be late :D
Bye people!
I miss baby alot ):
Ily<3

2008-07-23T16:41:00.000+08:00

Hellos people!
Had nothing to do and tuition is starting soon!
Hmm, woke up at 7 today, thanks to baby sms, if not i will slept longer, i love you!
Sorry, didnt bring baby to school ):
So reach school around 7.40, nearly late.
Have english test and my maths teacher say that my maths have pass :D
So happy!!!!
after school, spar with someone, for like 20mins.
hurt my jaws, will continue tomorrow as he need to go!
And went to sp, ate and played soccer awhile and went home, reach home around 4
Slacked awhile and came here to blog, Tuition starting soon and i need to go!
Bye people!
I miss baby lots ):
ILY Elaine!:D

2008-07-21T22:00:00.001+08:00

Baby, I'm worry about you!
Hope everything is fine ok, no matter what, i love you!
I'm just hoping that you are fine ok, i love you!
Take care okkk!
And happy 4th month, smile more :D
I love you my dear! <3

2008-07-21T15:58:00.000+08:00

♥Baby 4 month has passed by, since we are together:D
When i'm writing this, you maybe in your softball training.
So I'm gonna give you a surprise ok:D
I hope it will be a surprise to you my dear!
Omg, 4th month, not many couple can last till so long :D
Baby , i love you, 4months of happiness and of course unhappy times too!
I'm really enjoying every secs with you!
You are the most important person to me, not anyone else!
I hope every month on the 21st, i would be able to celebrate with you!
I love you Baby!
♥I love ElaineTan!♥

21o7o8<3

2008-07-19T21:24:00.000+08:00

Baby 2More days, Our 4th month together:D
I Love You

2008-07-19T18:32:00.000+08:00

Chester at it's own tattoo shop, omg cool!
Chester is hot, isnt he :D
hahahhaas!
Okok, sorry for not blogging yesterday.
com got some problems, anyway, fixed it
Was bored but didnt plan to make it a long post,yeah!
Going out with ahboi soon!
Ok, should write till here,
I need to go and bathe le :D
Byebye
I miss baby lots ):

2008-07-17T22:23:00.000+08:00

I'm alone, in my music world

Hellos!
Woke up at 6.20, was abit late, den leave house around 6.35.
Then went baby's house, waited for her awhile, den went to school together :D
Went to our class,
Then during art, smth happen.
After school, went to sp, ate and slacked around.
Went home at 3.30, met eric at 4 at commmonwealth,
Slacked there den had piano lessons from 5~5.45.
Slacked and walk around, reach home around 7, talked to baby :D
Iloveyou,ElaineTanSzeMin :D

Ok, Bye everyone!

Somehow, I need to be alone!
Sometimes, I just feel like screaming at myself

2008-07-16T22:57:00.000+08:00

Hi people.
Went to school as usual today,
After school went to play soccer awhile, reached home around 4,
Tuition starts around 6.15, ends ar 8.15, went thomson, bought apple tarts,
Went home and talked to baby :D

I love youuuuu BABY!!!!! Elaine is loved!
Anyway Chester Bennington from linkin park is so hot :D
I miss baby!

2008-07-14T19:43:00.001+08:00

Sorry baby! I'm seriously sorry.
That's my fault, i know, which i wont do it again anymore!
I know i have really let you down and made you feel very disappointed.
I've lie to you, that's my fault and i'm willing to face the consequences!
I smoke in school and i'm gonna get cane tomorrow in school!
Baby, I know this things have deeply hurt you!
That's my fault and i'm really happy that you can forgive me!
I'm starting to think that if I'm really fit for you!
I know i sucks and i always make you worried and sad for me.
I'm a bad Bf, sorry, I'm willing to take any punishment from you!
Baby, I've let you down,Sorry.
I love you!
Just One More Chance!
ily<3>

2008-07-13T00:33:00.000+08:00

ChesterWong:D

Hellos.
Woke up at 11.45 today, not sure why so late, tuition starts at 12.
Then end at 2plus, chat with baby awhile den went for tuition again at 4, starts at 4.45, ends around 6.45.
Den reached home, baby was out already, so played championship manager awhile, den sms baby awhile, sorry, my bill gonna bao so cannot sms you.
Waiting for baby to be back home now.
i miss baby lots!
i love you baby!

2008-07-11T23:54:00.001+08:00

Hellos people.
Chester here :D
Hahahahhas, my new name is chester.
Woke up at 6today, went to school with baby den had lessons den had basketball tournament
Lost like WTF. hahas, i know we sucks, so nevermind.
haiz, i''m missing baby lotsss!

love you Elaine!!!!

2008-07-11T18:40:00.000+08:00

Baby, i dont know what's happening to me.
I dont know why i always think i have done wrong.
Maybe i misses you too much, that's true.
I dont know how to say those kinda feelings.
Some of the considerate feelings that i must give, I didnt give.
I neglected you, all you want is only someone to be with you.
You cried for me a few times, i'm heartbroken and you are suffering ):
Your beauty, maybe i'm not worthy!
Sorry, i dont know what's happening to me,
I just feel like i've done you wrong.
I really love you, I have learn how to treasure you!!!

If there's a 2nd chance, i'll surely cherish it!
ily,ELAINETANSZEMIN~