Tuesday, September 30, 2008
When will the rain stop ?When will you be back ?
When will i be able to hold your hands again ?
I didn't mean to make you cry !
It's all to late , My time has come !
I know one day , i gotta forget you and face the truth !
Is this the real life , is this fantasy !
I couldn't escape from reality !
I dont want to accept the fact that you are gone ! Sending shivers down my spine !
Imy !
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Sunday, September 28, 2008
A picture speaks a thousand words !
Was out the whole day !
With my brothers !
Kelvin , Pedro , QinWei , Darren !
Shiok !
Bye !
Have you ever been hated or discrimated against ?
I have , I've been protested and demostrated against !
I love you , deeply !
SIGN OFF HERE at Sunday, September 28, 2008
Friday, September 26, 2008
The memories of two people
After the rain has passed
It is even harder to forgetthat i still love you !
You don't have to mind
The tears only just happened to be falling
I know I cannot keep you from leaving anymore
Can I still reweave ,
The memories that are pilling in my mind
I can only forever be reading the lines
Reading the hurt I gave you
I cannot forgive myself
Then ask you to regard that I'm already not here
I open my eyes
Looking at the empty space
Perhaps you have already given up on me
Perhaps it is already too hard to turn back
I know it is me who let it slip
I know your pain
Is the promise I gave
If you have to leave
Request you to remember me
If you are sad
Request you to forget me
You are no longer holding my hand
Tears drop with great care
You don't feel sad, you are happier than in the past
Tell me how can I say those words of blessing out loud
SIGN OFF HERE at Friday, September 26, 2008
Thursday, September 25, 2008
I make an effort to pull up the pair of hands that have no warmth.The tenderness in the past has already been locked by time
Only leaving sadness that doesn't go away !
Let love permeate through the ground
All I want is you to be by my side !
Can the heart, that has been thoroughly hurt, still continue to love me?
I miss you !
Will you be back !
I'm losing hope ):
SIGN OFF HERE at Thursday, September 25, 2008
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Woke up at 11 today ! Used com and slack at home !Around 2 , Called darren , decided to go cycle !
Went to his house , saw Kelvin on the way !
Cycled to his house , reached his house around 2.45 !
Went to his house , slacked awhile !
Called Yiwei and he went to Darren house !
Cycled all the way from holland to clementi !
Playing on the way there , lots of slope (:
After that , went back holland played at a playground !
Played swing , and went home at 5 plus , wasn't feeling very well !
Reached home , bathe and slack till 7plus , ate !
Wanted to go Preeti bday party , but having headache , didn't go !
Sorry Preeti , happy beleated bday okkkk!
You bastard are gonna take back that shit !
Life and death , never live to regret !
So they feel, it's part of your obligation to fulfill !
This feeling, Is already not right
I try my best to save it
Some of the
Considerate feelings that should have been given
I didn't give
You pout
The dream you made is very petty and low
We're compromising
I neglected you
All you wanted was someone to be with you
It's too late to carefully write down things about you
Describing how I love you
Yet you smile and leave me
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Saturday, September 13, 2008
These 2 person are my life , Chester And Rob !They are from Linkin Park , they fucking rocks !
It's the longest time , we had been seperated !
I think these time round , is real !
I guess , i gotta stop whining here like a motherfucker boy !
So , everything going fine there , i suppose !
Was at home the whole day today basically !
Got to go and watch soccer , bye !
Ily !
SIGN OFF HERE at Saturday, September 13, 2008
Friday, September 12, 2008
No pictures today !2weeks , that hurts !
Went to school today , woke up at 7.30 !
Freaking late , immediately cabbed to school !
Costs me $8 , What the fuck ! Reached school !
Was late for 1mins ! Went back to class , !
Had Mother tongue test , copied part of it !
Science , copy worksheet again , it doesnt change and wont !
After that , was recess , ate , wanted to play soccer !
But was raining like what the hell !
Then went back to class , talked and slacked !
Had D & T after recess , wasn't doing anything during D & T
Was chased out of class , didn't bring apron !
After school , went straight home , !
Slacked awhile , and called yuhao !
Went over to his house , met Jazreel and Sili at commonwealth !
Went to mac to eat 1st , ! Ok ! I didn't eat !
Went to library afterwards , lots of things happen in the library !
Yuhao finally held her gf hand ! Wahhas !
Then slacked around , went back commonwealth , walked around !
went playground and 40th story ! look down , and was tall !
Okk, den went bus stop with yuhao , sent Jazreel and Sili off !
Went home , slacked , went to buy something to eat !
And here i am , think i'm having tuition tomorrow !
I fucking hate tuition ! Hope the teacher DIE !
okk, got to go bye !
I've been trying to tolerate those fucking nonsense i had !
Wait a second , I wont feel sad , neither will i feel bad !
Cause i had trying hard to take myself out of this shit !
Cause it's been hurting me slowly bit by bit !
It seems like everything has fallen apart !
Everything happens with a reason ,
And that's maybe destiny !
I can see you sad , even when you smile , !
Deep inside , you wanna cry !
We're gonna pull it together through ?
SIGN OFF HERE at Friday, September 12, 2008
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Afterall , I thought i had given up !But I'm still missing you ,
I had been thinking , It's not anybody 's fault !
But mine alone !
I had been selfish , I dont bother about how you think !
I didn't even bother about your feelings !
Now that you've gone , I had regret !
I reminisce about those things , i gone through with you !
Anw , I know i will never get the chance anymore !
I sincerely hope ,
You will forget me and live on !
I dont want you to be sad !
Labels: I'm sorry baby i love you
SIGN OFF HERE at Tuesday, September 09, 2008
Monday, September 8, 2008
Today This End !
o8o9o8 !
Woke up at 6.30 today , went to the bus stop at 6.45 !
Reached school around 7.10 ! Did geog homework !
Then had assembly , after that lessons !
After school went to do my science file !
Went home , slacked , went out !
Reached back home around 9 !
Ate and came here and blog !
I've never been perfect , But neither have you !
Keep me in your memories , Leave out all the rest !
SIGN OFF HERE at Monday, September 08, 2008
You , Brothers , Parents !
2. What is the last thing you bought with your own money ?
Food ,
3. Where do you wish to get married?
Sentosa !
4. How old do you think you'll be permanently owned by your love?
Dont know !
5. Are you in love?
Dont know !
6. When was the last restaurant you had ?
Forgotten !
7. Name the latest book you bought?
Dont know leh ! .
8. What is your full name?
ChesterWongZhiHui
9. Share your secrets with?
BROTHERS !
10. The longest relationship?
Dont know ? 5months ?
11. Boyfriend/ family to take care of you?
Family (:
12. Do you do your own laundry?
Somemtimes ! .
13. How many children do you wish to have?
2 ?
14. Hugs/ kisses?
Both .
15. Name a person. State 5 facts about her/ him.
Yuhao (:
1) 5 Years of brother !!!
2) Addict to computer Games !
3) Able to keep secret !
4) He is very very very LAZY !
5) One of my best brothers !
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16. 8 things I am passionate about.
1) Family .
2) Brothers .
3) You !
4) Computer .
5) My Headphone .
6) My Speaker .
7) Money .
8) Everything (: !
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17. 8 things I say often.
1) Fuck Ni ar !
2) LOL !
3) Fuck You .
4) Go and die !
5) Whatever .
6) Fuck off !
7) Knn .
8) Stfu !
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18. Books I've read recently.
Dont Read books ! .
19. 8 songs you would listen to over and over again.
1) Given up - Linkin Park .
2) What I've done - Linkin Park
3) The Way I Am - Eminem
4) Secret - Jay Chou !
5) Lose Yourself - Eminem
6) No More Sorrow - Linkin Park
7) Breaking The Habit - Linkin Park
8) In Pieces - Linkin Park
20. 8 things I learnt this year .
1) Linkin Park Is the Best ! .
2) No everlasting love in this world
3) Eminem Rocks !
4) Studies is important !
5) Brothers are important !
6) Dont be a bastard !
7) -
8) -
SIGN OFF HERE at Monday, September 08, 2008
• Perfect: I'm not perfect
• Tall: Dont know !
• In your pajamas: Nope
• Left handed: Nope
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LAST:
• Friend you saw: My brothers !
• Talked to on the phone: Yuhao !
• Person to text you: Clive
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FAVORITE:
• Number: 7
• Color: Black .
• Food: Alot
• Place: Music Studio .
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QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
• Called Friends !
Q: Do you have anything bothering you ?
• Yep ):
Q: Where is the last place you went?
• Mac
Q. Do you smile a lot?
• NO .
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
• Sometimes !
Q: Are you a friendly person?
• Maybe .
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
• my room .
Q: Why did you sleep there?
• Cause i love it ?
Q: When was the last time you cried?
• Long long time ago !
Q: What was your last thought before going to bed?
• You ?
Q: Rate life as of right now, one being bad, ten being great?
• 3
Q: What do you hear right now?
• Songs , Secret by Jay ChouQ: Does anything hurt you right now?
• Yep ! ):
Q: What's your favorite month?
• Decemeber !
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EMOTIONS:
Are you missing someone right now?
• Yeah , alot !
Are you single?
• Yep ):
Are you tired?
• not really .
Are your parents still married?
• Yeah !
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BASICS:
• Real name: Chester Wong Zhi Hui
• Age: 14 +
• Eye colour: Black .
• Male or female: Male .
• Single: Yes .
• Crushing: Dont know ? ?
• Smart: NO !
• Hair color: black
• Sweats or Jeans: Sweats
• Phone or Camera: Phone .
• Health freak: Nope !
• Righty or left: Righty
• Smoke or Drink: -
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FIRSTS:
• First best friend: Derrick
• First award: K2 prize giving ceremony
• First enemy: Dont have !
• First pet: Tortoise
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CURRENTLY:
• Eating: Bread
• Drinking: Water
• Listening to: Listening to song , Lose yourself by Eminem .
• Plans for tomorrow: Slacked the whole day in school .
• Waiting for: you ): .
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WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE GENDER :
• Lips or eyes: Both
• Shorter or taller: Anything
• Romantic or spontaneous: Romatic
• Sensitive or loud: Loud
• Hook-up or in a relationship: Anything !
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HAVE YOU EVER:
• Drank hard drinks: Yes .
• Lost glasses/contacts: Nah .
• Ran away from home: Yes .
• Broken someone's heart: Maybe .
• Been arrested: Yeah !
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ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
• Do you like someone: Yes .
• Are you seriously happy with where you are in life ? : NO
Q:What time is it now ? 1.05
Q.What colour is your tee you are wearing now ? Black ,
Q.What are you doing ? Breathing , Listening to song & Blogging .
Q.What did you eat for lunch ? MAC !
Q.Who was the last person you talk to today ? My dad
Q.What time you sleep last night ? 11pm ?
Q.Who was the last person you yell at ? Nobody .
Q.Who did you cry infront of ? Nobody .
Q.Who do you hate most ? No one ?
Q.Who was the last person you hugged ? You ?
Q.Did you kissed before ? Yeah !
Q.What do you do with $1,000,0000 ? Donate to charity (:
Q.Who was the last person u call him/her crazy ? Yuhao .
Q.Who did you talk to last night on th phone ? Nobody .
Q. What's your favourite sport ? Soccer .
Q.Who do you love ? You !
Q.Who are you missing now ? You , My brothers And cousins !
Q.What school were you in & are you in ? Ntps , Ntss
Q.Did you wait for someone in the middle of the night just to answer his ? Maybe
Q.What is your name ? Chester
Q.When did your world appear ? 5thMarch08.
Q.What was the last song you listen ? Breaking the habit , Linkin park !
Q.Who was the last person u danced with ? Nobody .
SIGN OFF HERE at Monday, September 08, 2008
.Three names in your inbox cellphone?
- Clive , Yuhao , Daddy !
2. Your main ringtone?
- What I've done
3. What you did at 12 last night?
- Slacking at home , using the com !
4. Who was the last person you went out with & where?
- Darren , Yiwei and Yuhao , went swimming !
5. The color of the t-shirt you're wearing now and what does it says?
- Black , Just a plain black shirt !
6. The last thing you did?
- Talking on the phone !
7. List 3 things you always bring to school?
- Phone , Wallet and Bag
8. The colour of your bedroom?
- White
9. How much money in your wallet now?
- $10
10. How's life?
- Sucks ,
11. Your favourite city?
- Los angeles .
12. What will you do next weekend?
- Watch Soccer , out with brothers .
13. When was the last time you saw your mum?
- Dont know , 10minutes ago .
14. Where is she now?
- Outside talking to my dad and watching tv
15. When was the last time you talked to your parent/s?
- Few minutes ago .
16. Who is the last person that texted you?
- Clive.
17. Where did you have your dinner last night?
- Mac
18. The last surprise you got?
- Nothing .
19. Last thing you borrowed from your friends?
- Money
20. How are you?
- Fine
21. What time is it now?
- 12.46am
23. Where are you schooling?
- New Town Secondary School .
24. Are you angry with someone?
- Nope ,
25. What do you always order at McDonalds?
- FOOD
26. The last time you felt very sad?
- Now !
27. What is your wish for tmr?
- All my teachers in school , dont not come !
SIGN OFF HERE at Monday, September 08, 2008
Hello !
No picture today ,
Out swimming with Darren , yiwei and yuhao !
BROTHERS FOREVER OKKKKK !
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Saturday, September 6, 2008
Yesterday ! 05/09/08
Woke up at 10 , Called yuhao !Went to his place , after awhile , Yiwei came too !
Waited for him until he was ready , den went off to darren's house !
To borrow bike from him ! Yiwei fetch yuhao there !
Reached Darren house , Yuhao borrowed bike from darren !
Slacked awhile , den off to commonwealth , went to Mac ,
And alot alot of places , basically around commonwealth again !
Was damn tired after that , den went back commonwealth !
Ride a few more round , went to buy tortoise !
Yuhao bought 2 , me bought 2 and yiwei bought 2 !
Total 6 , den Yiwei and Darren went home !
Slacked awhile , played with tortoise , at Yuhao house !
Then around 4 , Yuhao went my house, did his holiday homework !
Then played awhile , he went home ! While I continue playing computer !
Den was at home the whole day !
Today ! 06/09/08
Okk, woke up at 8.30 today , was exceptionally early !
Dont know why , Den called Yiwei !
He was coming my house , den reached my house around 11 ,
Played with our tortoise and talked awhile !
He leave at 12.30 to yuhao house , while i was at home !
Till 3 went out meet Aaron at my house there , slack awhile !
Went home at 6.30 , went to eat ! Then to Yuhao house at 8.30 !
Played with tortoise again with him , was quite fun !
Then went home around 9.30 , it was raining !
And i just walk back home , raining !
I misses you my dear !
Will you be back ?
Cherish the time and moment with your love ones,
before they are really gone !
You will always be in my heart , baby !
Wherever you are , I'll still love you !
I'll imagine you by my side ,
Before you are really gone ):
Imy Terribly ):
SIGN OFF HERE at Saturday, September 06, 2008
Thursday, September 4, 2008
1 Week !
Sigh , I'll forget !
Hello guys !
YiWei sms me at 8 today , And i was still sleeping !
Okk, then woke up at 10.30 , he came over to my house !
Slacked and talked awhile to 11.30 , decided to go Plaza sing !
Then went to eat , went Yuhao house , slacked !
Around 12.30 , went to plaza sing !
Mrt-ed to there , went to pay my piano fees first ,
Then to arcade , played lots of game ! Shiok ~
Then 2.45 went for my piano class , while they wait for me !
Then 3.15 , piano ended earlier ! Then walked to diaso ,
Played with alot of things there , walked around !
Took shutter bus to tiong , wanted to buy rubisk cube , didnt sell !
Went back commmonwealth , went yuhao house !
Slacked till 6 plus, went home !
Buying Tortise with Yuhao tomorrow ! 'shiok !
Ok should end here , bye !
Confusing , Consuming !
Without a sense of confidence ,
I'm convinced that there are ,
Just too much pressure to take !
SIGN OFF HERE at Thursday, September 04, 2008
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
6th day has passed !I know it's time to give up and never dwell on the past !
Was a very fun day today , with Darren and Yiwei !
Called Yiwei today , then meet up at Yuhao house,
Slacked at His house awhile , he gotta go out !
So went to cycle , den called darren out also !
We were cycling from commonwealth to the Mac ,
Quite far , but was fun , i think we cycle the whole commonwealth !
Then played basketball awhile , den continued cycling !
Then 3 of us was like damn tired and so decided to go home !
Going out with Yiwei , Yuhao And Denise tomorrow !
Shiok ! Okk, People Gotta go , byeeee !
Anyway, Thanks darren for cheering me up , Brother forever okkk !
The scarifice is never knowning , Why i never walked away !
Why I stayed , when you just push away ! I'll never know !
SIGN OFF HERE at Wednesday, September 03, 2008
The night falls in , would it make me forget you ?
No picture today ! Sorry !
Woke up at 11.30 today , ate breakfast !
Then slacked around at home , went to Yuhao house !
Talked slacked and played around , around 4 !
Jog to Mac , bought Ice - Cream at mac !
Then I'm fucking left with $1 , how to go out with him on thursday !
Ok lah, then went back his house , slacked awhile , went home !
Then slacked slacked till 8 plus, went his house again, played !
9 plus went home and reached home around 10 !
And had nothing to do , came here to blog !
Okk, Bye!!!
Dont look back ,
One day you will eventually forget me !
Then , You'll live on and be happy !
I must learn to give up on you , Cause I love you ):
SIGN OFF HERE at Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Monday, September 1, 2008
4th day had passed !It's time to give up, maybe !
Woke up at 12.30 today !
Was very tired today , Slacked at home till 4 ,
Went out with Aaron , Went to Jurong !
Slacked around , and went to arcade !
Played there for 2hour ! Wasted $56 !
But i think worth it ! It made me happy awhile !
Okk, reached home around 8, bus-ed home !
Okk, Meeting Yuhao tomorrow at 4 ,
To jog and maybe slacked around !
Life's filled with emptiness and unhappiness !
Ok, end here, bye!
I'll wish you happiness and everlasting love with your next Bf !
I'll will heal these wound , alone , all by myself !
My dear , You'll always be remembered !
Forget me , look forward and never look back !
SIGN OFF HERE at Monday, September 01, 2008
A picture speaks a thousand words !
Woke up at 11 today ! Used com and slack at home !
These 2 person are my life , Chester And Rob !
6th day has passed !
