Look up to you feat LP

Monday, June 30, 2008

I've Given up,I'm sick of feeling.

Is that there nothing you can say.

Take this all away. I'm suffocating.

Tell me what the fuck is wrong.

Woke up at 6 today, had a bad quarrel with dad in the morning.

They simply sucks big time.

Then reach school around 6.45, slacked there, watched people playing soccer,

Omfg, so bored~

Went up to class slack, nth to do, boring.

Assembly then lessons,

Had geography, lucky i finish my homework.

Then english, normal lessons, damn boring.

Then maths, slacking lessons, talking around,

Finally recess, Then slacked around,Ate,

Science, oh my god, the most sucky lessons, at lab, didnt know wad she was teaching

Then sms-ed through out the day.

The last 2 period was mother tongue.

Slacked through the period, the teacher was very very angry with us, keep scolding me,

Cause i keep playing chairs :D

Hahas, i know it's lame.

After school played soccer awhile den went home as cousin was asking me to quick,

Went to far east had her piercing 1st, omg, 3 piercing in a row, and i called her a man!

Hahas, 2lips and 1 tongue, omg. Hahas.

Den went to walk walk there, slacked around, she's the best cousin:D

Hahas! then went different way home, will meet out again!

Reach home at 9, chat with baby till now.

I miss baby! alot alot alot~

i love and miss ElaineTan!

But i'm beginning to think that i've been deceived.

SIGN OFF HERE at Monday, June 30, 2008

Sunday, June 29, 2008

I becoming this,

All i want to do,

Is be more like me

And be less like you

I'll never treat my home as a warmth home anymore,

I've long forgetten everything in this house,

Feels like it's just a roof for me to sleep, nothing else.

Woke up at 10.30today, used com and watched tv, baby online around 12,

Then chatted till 1plus, her sister got to use the com,

And sms baby to 3plus, went to have a nap, around 5plus,

Sms-ed baby again till 10, den she reach home:D

Then went out around 7plus,

Thanks vivian for the new skin, It's nice

Then cabbed to wheel lock with Weijie, and met Arron and Lester

Went to have dinner at fish and co, as it was Arron bday, he treat us okkkk!

Very nice, was full then chat and walked around, was very cooling and we were all sort of emo,

reach home around 10,

Quarrel with dad, Everything's my fault,

Forget it, treat it as i dont have this family,!

Bye readers!

-Baby is missed-

I Love BABY!

SIGN OFF HERE at Sunday, June 29, 2008

Saturday, June 28, 2008

I'm strong on the surface,

But not all the way, i am

I'm emo am I?

I hope i'm not.

Lots of things running through my mind!

Haiz,

Woke up at 6today, woke and went home around 10plus, reach about 11.

then came home played com and chat with baby!

Then 4plus, went out with mum, paid the fees for Piano lessons.

Then slacked around there, reach home around 8. sms-ed Baby.

Haiz, i think i will write till here,

Wad a emo post,

Can you please keep your promise jus for once.

I'm lost in your lies, and i'm hurt deeply.

I Love Elaine!

SIGN OFF HERE at Saturday, June 28, 2008

Friday, June 27, 2008

Hellos people...

Went to school as normal today,

Assembly, quite a long one due to the fact we sang it the national anthem 2times.

Haiz, went up to class, slacked awhile, and had lessons, den after school went home,changed and went out with eric and chun mun.

Was there playing piano :D Then walked around, Eric bought a bday present.

And i saw tortoise there and i feel like buying them lah! omg. so cute, hahas~

Then reach home around 4plus, suppose to meet baby, but time rush didnt meet her~

Went to tuition and reach there around 5.45, was sms-ing baby on the way.

Then went home, used com and talked to baby :D

And i'm having headache, helped me please!!!

Haiz, im seriously missing baby alot~

I Love Baby :D

SIGN OFF HERE at Friday, June 27, 2008

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Went to school today and reach around 7.20, den slacked, saw baby at the busstop. Then went in to school with eric,slacked around and copy clive work and assembly,, nearly late, and after school went to sp, played soccer awhile to 3, went back home and slacked,used com, 4 went out for piano lessons, den 7reach home and chat with baby:D

Hahas!

Baby is mine forever, arent she :D

I Love Baby :D

SIGN OFF HERE at Thursday, June 26, 2008

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Leave out all the rest

Woke up at 6 today, met eric at commonwealth, den we decided to go play lan at city hall, Chun mun and shawn came along den mrt-ed to city hall, played lan there, slack and cab to Eric's house, wait for him to changed den went back home, changed and went out again, cabbed to penisula, played lan again for 1hour den went to funan eat den me and eric went queenstown slacked and play around, wait for rica den went queensway slacked awhile den 4plus reached home, used com and slept for awhile to 7,sms baby. den used com and chat with baby till now :D

Hahas,

I love! love~ lovee loves Baby!

It's like no matter wad i do

I cant convince you

For once just to hear me out

SIGN OFF HERE at Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Hello people.

Woke up at 6.10 today, den went to wash up and prepared, and leave house at 6.30, Reach school around 7, slack and have nothing to do.

Then wait for class gate to open, went up class slack awhile, Eric came and we chat, see people play bball and soccer,

Then assembly, den have lessons, bored.

After school went queensway with Clive and Eric slack there and i bought a shirt :D

39.90, omfg exp. hahas! but quite nice, Clive wanted to buy, but i buy first, hahas!

Then went home after buying, slacked and Watch tv,waiting for baby to come home, sms her,

Then follow dad to queensway again, to buy his socks, went home and start using the com.

Talked to baby, 0mg, so happy chatting with her.

ILoveElaineTanSM! :D

SIGN OFF HERE at Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Monday, June 23, 2008

Lyrics from linkin park.

Numb.

Just found out that the lyrics are very meaningful.

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be

SIGN OFF HERE at Monday, June 23, 2008

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Tag by Jingyun.

State 10 random facts about yourselves, then tag 10people to do.

1.My name is LaggerWong

2.I love my Baby

3.I love all my brothers esp, Eric,Clive,ChunMun and Kelvin

4.I study in Newtown Sec

5.I love Linkin Park

6.My hair is screwed

7.I love to sleep

8.I Wan to have more money

9.I'm in love with music

10.I love Soccer

10 people to do.

Who wanna do just do ba!

1.What is the thing you wan the most.

-To Go out with baby more often.

2.What is the thing you wan to do most.

- Kill all those bastard outside.

3.If you have 1 wish, wad will it be

- Last forever with baby.

4.What are you afraid to lost most

- Baby, Brothers.

5.What will you do if you are dying soon

- Ask my loved ones not to be sad and live on happily.

6.Do you believe that your best friend will betray you

- i hope not, cause i trust them lots!

7.If you met someone you love alot, will you confess to him/her ?

- Dontknow, Depends.

8.What is in your mind

- Does baby love me?

9.What type of people you hate the most.

- Wah, paiseh, too much to list :D

10.Will you treasure your every friendship?

-Of Courseeee :D

11. Do you believe in God.

- Yeah, of course!

12.What will you do if you have a billion dollars

-Buy things that i wan and the rest for charity.

13.What would want your friendship to be like

- Trust each other.

14.What's your favourite hobby

- Too many(:

15.What will you do if all your friends hate you

- Hmm, sad and emo.

16.If you feel low somedays, who will you go to.

-Baby And my Brothers

17.If you had 3 wishes wad will they be

-Baby not to leave me, Brothers forever and no backstabbers in my life.

18.What are the dates they you will never forget

-21o3o8( baby and i), o1o1o7( Brothers)

19.What will you do if you had a time machine

- Go back to the those times, i had done wrong and amend my mistake.

Yeah, And i'm done.

Bye and school starting tmr,

There are good and bad of school starting.

See ya!

Bye~

Will be blogging later! :D

SIGN OFF HERE at Sunday, June 22, 2008

Saturday, June 21, 2008

Me And Eric(Screwed hair)

Saw Me?

Hi people.

I will start a proper post today, woke up at 2 today, den called eric and chun mun,

Went to prepare, den went down to Eric's house to cut hair, haiz, i hate my bloody hair.

Then cabbed to JEC, den slacked there awhile, played arcade, went up to KTV, sing,sing and sing, An thai came and join us, sing till 6, den went to commonwealth, slacked at sky park, hahas, create alot of nonsense there, run around den went home reach home around 8.

used com, wait for baby to come home :D

Err, so that's about it, see you, bye!

Fucking angry with the person who punch my face, eh, watch out ar.

I MISS MISS MISS BABY!

Labels: I fucking miss Baby my hair screwed

SIGN OFF HERE at Saturday, June 21, 2008

3rd Months For Me And Baby :D

Baby, We have been together for 3months.

And i know we can last longer than that right (:

I love you and i really do.

I know we haven been chatting very much these few weeks,

And i know you are somehow sad right.

I can feel it, i serious does, cause whenever i'm not there for you, i will also be sad.

I know sometimes it's pain to stay by my side, i will like dont care you and dont talk to you.

Baby, Alot of things has happened in these 3months, alot alot of things,

Happy memories and sad memories.

But if you choose to leave me i will still accept it, as i know i cant force you to be with me.

I Love You Seriously, and i wont play your feelings.

And School is starting, we may see each other longer rightttt :D

Hahas, i really misses you!

BABY, ELAINE TAN SZE MIN,

LAGGER LOVE YOU FOREVER!

I Still remember how we know each other,

It was during 15feburary, right.

That times, i love you and i dont dare to say out,

Everytimes, i walk past your class, i will look at you and you will also look at me,

We both so pai seh loh, hahas.

I remember 3months ago, you were at malaysia, and i miss you like hell seriously.

Baby, i really hope we can last, cause without you, i wont be here.

SIGN OFF HERE at Saturday, June 21, 2008

Friday, June 20, 2008

I know i haven been blogging these few days,

Cause i was away to Lester's chalet.

I know there's no turning back now,baby.

I really miss you and i hope you will love me.

I hate to see you changed, you changed to a Elaine that i had never know before.

I wan the Elaine i know last time, i want you back.

I know by this point of time, you may not love me anymore.

But i wan you to know i really does love you, dont leave me will you ):

Yes, i'm damn sad when i write this, i need you.

Maybe when you needed me the most, i'm not here for you.

I know everything is my fault.

And even though i love you, you wont love me anymore

It's all to late right.

I Wan you back my baby, i dont wanna be left alone.

Or maybe i have lost the chance once, and i'll never get it back

I love you and i haven change abit, i know i'm neglecting you on the past few weeks

Not talking to you at night when our promise is to chat everynight on msn.

i'll still remember everything we both did together

Hold hands together

Hug each other

Kiss each other

And of course these happy memories that you've left me wont be forgetten.

I know it's impossible to have you back, u may ignore wadever thing i had say.

but i jus cant let go,

If you choose to leave me, i will still respect your choices as i know you will find a better bf than me.

i still wanna say it the last time.

Dont leave me will you.

I LOVE YOU.

SIGN OFF HERE at Friday, June 20, 2008

Monday, June 16, 2008

Hellos.

shall talk about yesterday,

Wasnt at home the whole day, i mean from afternoon to night.

Went to meet Friends, and slack awhile at bugis, went to the arcade, played lan.

Then ah boi and yuhao came and meet me at vivo, slacked there, the arcade there sucks.

So less game, played intial D there only. and went to east coast,

Saw Lester and my primary school friends, hahas, they are having gathering

they call me earlier to see if i'm free, but i told them not, but met them there.

Nevermind walk around and chat with them, Introduced one of the girls to ahboi,

He seems to be interested,hahas, and he started talking to her, wow, take 1st step,

Wish him good luck lah,hahas! then we kept deesiao-ing him,

Then around 12 suppose to overnight with them there, but was tired and promised to

go their chalet on monday, so tmr i'm going to find them at downtown,hahas!

i think that's the end of yesterday.

Then today,

Woke up at 1plus today, ahboi ask me out,

den i went out with him, met him at around 3.

Reach cineleisure at about 4 , sorry i was late,

Wanted to watch the HULK, but changed our mind and went to the arcade there again, planning to go KTV but too less people, will feel boring de, so in the end didnt go.

reach home around 8, used com, watch tv and yeah, i'm here.

Bye!

Baby is back,

I love you does you?

I miss you does you?

Pretending i dont feel misplaced

SIGN OFF HERE at Monday, June 16, 2008

Sunday, June 15, 2008

In The End by Linkin Park:D

It starts with
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard

And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

SIGN OFF HERE at Sunday, June 15, 2008

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Why i stay when you just push away

Hi people.

It's 2.30 now, and i'm finally blogging

Woke up at 10.30 today,

den watched tv and slack around till 1,

Went to uncle house, den played com and alot of things

Then tuition starts at 6, around 8 went home.

Used com, finish tuition homework den came here and blog.

so i think there's nothing to write.

Bye.

I've given up.

SIGN OFF HERE at Saturday, June 14, 2008

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Hi People.
Was at uncle's house this few days, so didnt have time to blog.
Hmm..and i didnt go out these few days, due to the fact that i'm busy
Was at uncle's house the whole day, playing with my cute baby cousin :D
She's cute isnt she.
Den went home after piano lessons today, went to penisula to buy my pants
den cabbed home, i'm damn poor now. left with $35, and i still owe kelvin $30 ):
Hahas, den talked to baby.
Haiz, Didnt see eric for very long le, hahas!
I miss him!Hahas, i not gays, miss brother:D
Bye.

I dont need you anymore,
I dont wan to be ignored.
i dont need one more day
of you wasting me away.

SIGN OFF HERE at Thursday, June 12, 2008

When i look into your eyes,
There's nothing to see.
Nothing but my own mistake staring back at me.
Why i stay,When you just push me away.
No Matter what you see, you're still so blind to me.
It's so hard to be left all alone.

SIGN OFF HERE at Thursday, June 12, 2008

Monday, June 9, 2008

Replacing this pain with something numb
Than face all this pain here all alone
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
And I just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I take back all the things I said
To make you feel like that
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
So I let go watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not here
But I'll be here cause you're all that I've got
I can't feel the way I did before

Hellos People.
Woke up at 12 today, den slack awhile,
Was using com but baby not online, miss her.
But it's allright, i know she will be back at night (:
Then went to dental at 4, den finish about 5.
I fucking hate the dentist, he put 2 extra spring in my mouth,
Which fuckiing hurts and i feel uncomfortable with it.
Then went to tuition at yishun, far.
Den trained home,reach home around 9plus, den bathe and used com.
Then here i'm,
baby is online :D
I'll be busy chatting her. byebye People:D

I fucking miss Baby,
I miss her hugs and kiss :D
i love youuuu :D

SIGN OFF HERE at Monday, June 09, 2008

Sunday, June 8, 2008

Hellos people!
I'm finally gonna blog properly
But i'm now very very tired and lazy,
to make a PROPER post,
Hahas!
Okok, enough of my crap,
was at uncle's house today
den went to chinatown and slack and eat den went to orchard shop,
den back home with cousin, he helped me fixed my com, he uber rocks :D
i think that's the end,hahas, byebye!

I love youuuu Baby!

i miss Elaine!

SIGN OFF HERE at Sunday, June 08, 2008

Hellos people,
Sorry for not blogging for quite a few days,
my com at my house spoilt for some stupidreason,
and i'm here at my uncle's house,
Staying overnight, so yeah that's all
Baby, sorry if i'm neglecting you.
I LOVE YOU!

Gotta go, byebye!!! :D

SIGN OFF HERE at Sunday, June 08, 2008

Thursday, June 5, 2008

Hi.
Last night i slept at 4plus,
i woke up at 7plus today night,
hahas, i slept for like 16hours?
Omg, so i have nothing to write,
Hahahs, chatting baby now (:
I simply love herrr.
I hope we wont part!
Cause i love her to deeply :D

SIGN OFF HERE at Thursday, June 05, 2008

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Hellos People.
Omg now, 4.16am le, hahas!
And i'm still awake.
Dont know why cannot sleep even though i didnt sleep for like 2days?
Haiz, i'm tired but i jus couldnt sleep
Too much things in my head.
Haiz, i wish i could jus erase everything and go to bed normally,
Okay guys, byebye!
i miss baby alot!

SIGN OFF HERE at Wednesday, June 04, 2008

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Hellos.
I'm freaking tired.
I will make this a short post.
Went for fishing last night again.
Then the today, went to alot of places.
Went to shop and i bought a psp, and i'm left with $300,
I'm poor ):
Then went home.
And here i'm
Guys, i'm tired, byebye!

SIGN OFF HERE at Tuesday, June 03, 2008

Monday, June 2, 2008

Graffiti decorations
Under the sky of dust
A constant wave of tension
On top of broken trust
The lessons that you taught me
I learned were never true

Now I find myself in question
They point the finger at me again
Guilty by association
You point the finger at me again

I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind

Paper bags and angry voices
Under a sky of dust
Another wave of tension
Has more than filled me up
All my talk of taking action
These words were never true

SIGN OFF HERE at Monday, June 02, 2008

Hellos.
Went to fishing last night and i've just reach home.
Yesterday night around 11.30, met Nigel,Aaron,Yiwei.
Only 3, but tonight will have more.
Thought they come alone not with their gf.
So i trust them.
Then around 3, Nigel and Yiwei gf came. Damn it.
Hahahas, den i thought i could fish with Aaron, but, her gf came around 5.
So no choice fish along, damn it bluff me.
Hahas, but they were also good friends, we chat and play along while fishing.
Around 8, we slack there awhile, went to wash up at the toilet.
Then cabbed to my home, put down fishing rods, den mum gave me $400, omg.
I was shocked and of course happy. Then went out with them.
On the way, Yiwei's gf pinch me for nothing, and it fucking hurtsssssss(:
No Worries, Yiwei will die tonight. hahas!
Then went to orchard plaza singapura, walked around, slacked, then walk to far east.
Didnt buy anything even though i saw alot of things i like.
Hahas, i've decided to use them the next time, ok
See you people, i'm getting ready to go out for dinner soon,
And tonight another fishing trip but more people will be going.
Bye Readers take care.

Baby, Have I Been Neglecting You?
If I'm Tell Me Honesty Ok?
I Dont Wanna Hurt You.

I Love You,Elaineeeee!

SIGN OFF HERE at Monday, June 02, 2008

Sunday, June 1, 2008

Hellos.
Woke up at 8 today, went to work.
Then went home around 12.15,
Talked to baby till 3, den she went out, and after that i went out too.
Went to suntec, played lots of games at the arcade, i'm broke again.
Then went for dinner at mac with friends.
Went home after eating.
Took Mrt home.
Then reach home, reach home around 8plus.
Then watching ah long pte ltd, now,hahas!
It's damn funnyyyyy(:
I'm going to fishing later.
So see you guys, and bye!

And i miss Baby seriously, alot.
And of course i love her!

SIGN OFF HERE at Sunday, June 01, 2008