In the lift. Sky Park :D Blur image Yuhao And Meeee :D
Brothers For Life
Hellos.
Woke up at 8today, went to work till 12, came home around 1, den baby went out le,
So didnt chat with her, so sorry, i was late.
After finishing lunch, i went to yuhao's house
Omg, i'm loving his house :D
Went to house, played and chat alot alot alot.
Then decided to go sky park slack awhile
Then after that walk around, took pictures,
we walked the whole commonwealth,hahas!
after that went home,
Didnt chat with baby the whole day, she was out and having tuition, so nevermind!
I still love her!!!!
i love Elaine!
Reverse psychology is failing miserably It’s so hard to be left all alone Telling you is the only chance for me There is nothing left but to turn and face you When I look into your eyes there nothing there to see Nothing but my own mistakes staring back at me Asking why The sacrifice of hiding in a lie The sacrifice is never knowing
Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright So I'm breaking the habit
Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I had no options left again
SIGN OFF HERE at Saturday, May 31, 2008
Friday, May 30, 2008
Everything fall aparts.
So i woke up around 11 today, and didnt went to work, was tired.
i've decided on how to save my money and how to use it :D
Then went to bugis with alot of people, not gonna say, lazy,
slacked at the arcade the whole day, played lan and play arcade, i'm broke now, left $14,
i've decided not to use too much money.
went home after that, den talked to baby.
then here i'm.
I'm going fishing later, so anything just give me a call.
Baby, i love you and i really does,
i love you lots and i really meant ittt :D
Current song : Linkin park- Numb
SIGN OFF HERE at Friday, May 30, 2008
Thursday, May 29, 2008
How You Are In Love
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
You tend to give more than take in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
To this time I am still the same The loneliness of the night easily makes people sad I don't dare to think too much Because I am by myself The moonlight, which becomes bright head on, pulls the shadow long Slowly walking on the street without any destination I don't have your news Because I'm thinking of you
Love me then don't leave If you say You don't love me Don't want to hear you really say it out Give me some more tenderness.
SIGN OFF HERE at Thursday, May 29, 2008
Hellos!
Last night ton with darren and yiwei at my house,hahas
i slept from 3.30 to 5.30,hahas, they will talking and i was sleeping.
Hahas, and today they look damn tired, dont care them,
then around 12, we went to vivo, saw kelvin,pedro and eric at bus stop.
Went vivo, was walking around, damn bored, den we decided to go bugis,
Then reach bugis, Yiwei went to buy his watch, lols,
Then when shopping, bloodly hell, i saw a belt, i wanted so MUCH, for jus $18, omg,
Hahas, i swear to buy the next time i come! omg, so niceeeeee,hahas
okay den walked around, saw another t-shirt, love it alot, and i will buy it the next time i come,
then after that slacked awhile, mum called me home, den i went home,
den around 7, went to yuhao house, den slacked and talked and playyeedddd :D
Then went home around 10, and yeah, i'm here, chatting with baby and rica, lols,hahahas
I Loveeeeeee Youuuuuuuuuu:D
ElaineTan Is Loveedddddddd :D
SIGN OFF HERE at Thursday, May 29, 2008
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Hellos guy,
Darren and yiwei are at my house now, they are gonna ton tonight, lols
ok, today went to work till 2, den went home
den went to bugis slack awhile
den met yiwei and darren at my house there
Then slack awhile, nothing to add on, bye!
I'm missing Baby alot ):
I Love Baby,Elaine Tan!
SIGN OFF HERE at Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
The dark and empty sky, like emptiness inside my heart
(When this began) I had nothing to say And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me (I was confused) And I let it all out to find That I’m not the only person with these things in mind (Inside of me) But all the vacancy the words revealed Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel (Nothing to lose) Just stuck/ hollow and alone And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
[Chorus] I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long (Erase all the pain till it’s gone) I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along Somewhere I belong
And I’ve got nothing to say I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face (I was confused) Looking everywhere only to find That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind (So what am I) What do I have but negativity ’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me (Nothing to lose) Nothing to gain/ hollow and alone And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
I will never know myself until I do this on my own And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed I will never be anything till I break away from me I will break away, I'll find myself today
hi guys,
woke up around 12.30 today,den went to wash up, den chat with baby at msn awhile, den around 1, she went out, den i was using the com and playing pokemon, den 3plus, baby didnt go out so i continue chatting with her, den till now loh,hahas, den i had dinner and bathe den came here to blog, bored!
Are promises to be broken?
Baby, i do love you.
I wan you to be with me forever,
I just wanna see you!
SIGN OFF HERE at Tuesday, May 27, 2008
This video is nice, its by linkin park, the song name is called breaking the habit:D
Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is medium. You probably have had a couple significant loves. And you may have even had your heart broken. But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.
Dominance:
Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way!
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.
Independence:
Your independence is low. This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships.. It does mean that you don't have any problem sharing your life. In your opinion, the best part of being in love is being together.
Of all the mind types, yours has the most balance. You are able to see all sides to most problems and are a good problem solver. You need time to work out your thoughts, but you don't get stuck in bad thinking patterns.
You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about the future, philosophy, and relationships (both personal and intellectual).
You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules. Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives. You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller!
In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart. You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts.
At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do. You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.
How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding
When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused
You have many talents, and you are great at sharing those talents with others. Most people would be jealous of your clever intellect, but you're just too likeable to elicit jealousy. Progressive and original, you're usually thinking up cutting edge ideas. Quick witted and fast thinking, you have difficulty finding new challenges.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience. You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along. But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.
I'm tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless lost under the surface Don't know what you're expecting of me Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
[Chorus] I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me Holding too tightly afraid to lose control Cause everything that you thought I would be Has fallen apart right in front of you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) And every second I waste is more than I can take
And I know,I may end up failing too
But I know, You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
Hellos guys,
Woke up around 1.30 today, den mum and dad still having cold wars, they jus wont talk to each other
i dont care liao, as long it doesnt invovle me.
den after waking up, went to buy roti prata, den ate, den went back home, slack awhile den went to find darren and yiwei,
played soccer den went back commonwealth
Met eric,qinwei,rica,yongjie,nico,nicholas,pedro and cynthia, played with them awhile
then went back home and chat with baby, damn tired!
then yeah, that's abt it, bye guys!
Current mood: Bored,tired and missing Baby!
Current song: Linkin park~ Given up
SIGN OFF HERE at Monday, May 26, 2008
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Hellos, i am bored so i decided to come and blog, baby was outside, so nobody to chat with):
haiz, today woke up around 10, couldnt continue sleeping, dont know why, den after that chat in msn awhile, den went to have my hair cut,after having my haircut, went back home and chat with baby, was talking to her till 2 i went to find kelvin, eric, cynthia,nico and slacked, keep playing awhile, and baby called me (:, den eric pick up the phone, hahas, ask who is he, den baby answered correctly :D, den after that went to home and chatted with baby, den i had finally got piano lessons, i think it will starts next next week, on thursday, hopefully i can master piano, hahas, if i can i promise to made a song for everyone, but i will make one for baby first, as i know she will give me lots of support while i'm having my piano lessons, baby i love you! i think that's all then had dinner, den came to blog, nothing to do now! that's it i think,
I'm looking forward to this week friday, cause i'm going out with baby(:
Baby, i love you and i wont leave you.
All i wan to do is be more like me and be less like you!
And i know i may end up failing too
But i know you were jus like me with someone disappointed in you!
morning woke up around 10.20,cause mum called me den did my tuition homework,den went to eat, den had tuition at 12 till 2, sorry baby, didnt reply you in msn, den went to tuition, was slacking den after that, slept at home from 2 to 6.30, was damn tired during the trip yesterday, den after that had dinner and baby jus reach home and i chat with her, i guess there's nothing more to add on, wad a boring life i had, but without you, i guess it would be worse, thanks baby for coming to my life. i love you!
I Love You,
Wo Ai ElaineTan!
My 2 Lips Piercing Has Closed!
SIGN OFF HERE at Saturday, May 24, 2008
Friday, May 23, 2008
Guys, sorry for not posting for like 2days, i was in a trip to malacaa, so sorry.
yesterday, went to school around 6.30,reach, den assemble in the hall awhile den went to talk den our bus came, den sms baby awhile, den went in to the custom,slacking and talking in the bus, den after that, we had a 3hour trip to reach malacaa, so we were all stuck in the bus!chatting,slacking and sleeping den after that reach, we went to have lunch den went to Pay Fong high school, lols, den alot of students, den the principle go up talk talk,den had perfomance,omg, stupid and lame,hahas.den went around the school, den went back to the hall, and dont know do wad, den after that, got free time, know some friends, not i wanna know them de, is they come talking to me and clive,hahahas! den they wan our email, lols, so i gave loh, den after that went to had dinner, den went back to hotel, i miss baby alots there ):,slack and we didnt sleep, watched soccer den around 1plus went to jiayi's room, play pillow fight there, me and clive get owned badly,cause their pillow damn hard,hahas! den after that 3plus went back room, slack and 4 went to bed, woke up at 7, den went to had buffet, i didnt eat a thing, den went to the hill, den talk and took pictures there, den went to had lunch, den i ate quite alot, den after that went to shop awhile den went back home, took the bus for 3hours, den reach s'pore,1st thing called baby, i miss her like fuck when i'm at malacaa, when i'm sitting alone at the balcony, i watched the moon alone ): den went home straight, den i'm here, bored!
Baby, i love you and i really does,
You made me realise how much i miss you when you are not with me.
I felt so emo there, haiz!
ElaineTanSM, is loved and missed so badly!
Everything Falls Apart, even the people who never frown, eventually break down.
This is the last smile, i will fake for the sake of being with you.
Your Voice Is So Near, Yet I Cant Hold You Tightly
How Can I Sleep,When I Couldnt See You Smile.
It Hurts So Much!
SIGN OFF HERE at Friday, May 23, 2008
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Baby, this post is specially for you.
when u see this post, i guess i'm already at malacaa.
but nevermind,i promise i will come back as soon as possible. so u must wait for me okay,
And i will never forget today is our 2nd month,
Past 2months, we had been happy, although they are bad and good times, i believe we will forget the bad times and look forward to good times, i will love you forever and promise never ever to hurt you anymore.so take care of yourself of the past 2days when i'm not around with you,okay.
LaggerWong Love ElaineTan!
Take care. ily!
2months, 21o5o8<3
SIGN OFF HERE at Thursday, May 22, 2008
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
i should made this a proper post.
Went to school today reach around 7.40, nearly late, den go hall had some briefing on the police thing, didnt even bothered to listen den went back to class, had english was slacking, den more lessons, after school, went to outram find kelvin they all, den qin wei helped me pierce, scary and painful. hahas, pedro help also,thanks :D:D:D
then that's it ba, nothing else to add on.
I Love You, ElaineTanSM
SIGN OFF HERE at Wednesday, May 21, 2008
hi guys,
went to school as usual today, den had lessons, after school went to outram slack awhile den qin wei help me pierce my lips, today pain. den went home.
Haiz, everything falls apart.
i dont know why is this happening.
is he always right, cant i have my own rights to do something.
isit everytime he is right while i'm wrong.
I dont know. please someone fucking let me know.
i dont wanna be trapped here forever!
SIGN OFF HERE at Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
i had no mood, to blog,seriously,
I'm not trying to show anything or act anything.
But, i wish we could spend jus a bit more time with each other, dont you think so.
It hurts, not to see you everyday and jus being alittle close with you,
I jus wanna be a normal couple, going out, we dont.
I'm not blaming you,seriously. i just wanna be with you.
I dont wanna feel ignore.
Cause when i walk down on the streets and saw couple, i jus realise how long didnt i hold your hand.
Haiz, maybe that's fated,cant we just change it.
I really does love you but i just wan a little bit closer to you):
Haiz, i really need you and ur love now, ):
SIGN OFF HERE at Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Monday, May 19, 2008
hahas, hi guys!
didnt sleep last night, was repairing com.
then morning around 11 went to find yuhao.
then we were deciding on where to go and slack at his house till 2, den finally decided to go east-coast park.
after i changed we took 196 to east coast, took abt 50mins, bored and tiring.
Then went to cycle for 2hours, den went to arcade, played lots of things,
then after that bus-ed home took abt 50mins again, den went to yuhao house, played awhile
then went home and i'm here to blog :D
Baby, i love you lots.
i dont know if i'm neglecting you these few days, i wanna say sorry.
i didnt msg you as often when i'm out, i'm really sorry.
i love you and i really do. and i hope u still love me.
Sorry and love you,baby!
SIGN OFF HERE at Monday, May 19, 2008
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Hahas, I'm not inside, cause i'm the camera man! Looking at the cake lols:D Dont know wad he doing, Fish at suntec, which i went yesterday Building were HIGH!
okay, Hellos peopleessss :D
Anw, happy birthday to Eric and Yuhao, wish you guys good luck.
err, today morning wake up at around 8.30, went to work den reach home around 11, chat with baby till 1plus, den she went for tuition, den yiwei came my house and slack and after that i changed, den we went to yuhao house, celebrate his bday, his friends were around, and there were lots and lots of things to eat, cool! den after eating i went upstairs to play com, awhile den slack and chat around, den we decided to play basketball, went to take bball, and i called baby awhile, den go and played for 1hour, went back his house, was sweating like mad, den went to his house slack and played com again den after that around 8, went to the nearby park and we decided to play hide-and-seek, hahas, tiring,cause that place is really nice to hide, with lots of bushes and tree to camouflage,hahas, lucky i'm the seeker for like 1time only, den after that, played for 1hour plus, den we talk again and went back his house, eat dinner and slack, use com, played and alot more, den around 9.30, we cut the cake, hahas, i'm not in all the photos i've taken, cause i prefer to take picture, not all the photo are with me, den that's it, den i went home and come to blog :D
I Love ElaineTan!
I'm Breaking The Habit.
Take Everything From The Inside.
SIGN OFF HERE at Sunday, May 18, 2008
Saturday, May 17, 2008
woke up around 7.45 today, went to work den got money, den went home, changed, went to meet darren at commonwealth mrt station, den trained to city hall, went to penisula, slack and find kelvin and play com for 1hour, den after that saw nico there, den me,nico and Darren went to suntec, play arcade there, haiz, wanted to get the elmo from the stupid arcade, but i use lots of money also cannot get, den after that play awhile and slack awhile went back to penisula lan,
at 1st was slacking outside, den saw nevin,yongjie,nicholas,kelvin,qin wei,brandon, all there, den play for half and hour, play cs with them, after finish playing, went out of the lan to slack, den they wanted to go pearl centre to see qin wei put tattoo, but in the end, didnt go, went back lan play half and hour, den went to pearl centre, meet qin wei,yonjie and eric with nico and nevin, den slack awhile, went to outram lan, den decide to go home, den went home, chat with baby awhile, den went out to jurong with ahboy and friends, den went there slack and eat as i haven have my dinner and lunch, den after that we walk around, we decided to go home, as we were too tired, den trained home, den baby is back too, den chatting with her now. :D
That's all i think.
i love Elaine! :D
and monday i am meeting Baby:D
Let's hope we can meet, as i'm missing you):, so many days didnt see her le ):
Haiz, and i'm going to malacaa soon, i guess, i will miss baby there. seriously!
i hope she will miss me too,Hahas, and i hope she wont be sad without me for 2days!
i love you,Elaine!
Let's hope everything go smoothly and can meet you on monday~
SIGN OFF HERE at Saturday, May 17, 2008
Friday, May 16, 2008
Went to school today, met eric in the bus, den reach school around 7.35, if i'm not wrong, but it's around that time, den assembly in the hall, den we had briefing for the trip to malacaa, quite a long briefing, abt 45mins, told us wad to bring and wad not to do and wad to do, den at last went back to class, intially had maths but then left 15mins, so we slacked in class, talking and playing, den recess, ate and slack around, went back to class, had english, gave us homework, den Home econs, had back exam paper, 36.5/80, hahas, failed, didnt expect to get so high, i thought 10~20marks :D, den after school went to Central, near penisula, bought 2nd month present, den went to penisula find kelvin, after that went home, didnt bring baby home ):, but i love her lots!
I Love Baby,Elaine:D
Clutching my cure, i tightly lock the door,
i try to catch my breathe again. I hurt much more than anytime before.
I had no options left again, i dont wan to be the one.
Something has been taken from deep inside of me, a secret i kept lock away, no one can ever see.
Wounds so deep, they never show, they never go away, like moving pictures for years and years they played.
Sometimes i remember the darkness of my past, brining this memories i wish i didnt have.
Sometimes i thinking of letting go and never looking back.
SIGN OFF HERE at Friday, May 16, 2008
Thursday, May 15, 2008
hi guys!
went to school as usual, den met Eric at commonwealth at 6.40, den went took 147 to school, den stop at dover MRT, den walked to school, reach around 7.20, den went to his class to slack, den had assembly, bored. den had lessons, 1st period was maths, teacher didnt come, so had relief teacher, den slack den had english, nothing interesting, den recess, science, brief us on the stupid project, i slept awhile, den art, i got 30/100, i knew i would FAIL :D, den lit was another period of slacking den final period CME, tell us abt the malacaa trip, den after school, went to ate in school and went to play soccer awhile, 3plus went home, den slept awhile den chatted with dear:D den went to blog, that's my life, pretty boring.
i love ElaineTan:)
When do i lose my sense of purpose, can i regain wad's inside.
Why does i have to held on the the pain, i'm suffering,
Loneliness, has taken over my pride.
SIGN OFF HERE at Thursday, May 15, 2008
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
went to school as usual, reach school late as i was overslept, i woke up at 7.20 den chiong to mrt station, met shawn den went to school together, den late for 2nd time,hahas, den had lessons, i got 69/100 for GEO, omg, 3rd in class, was shocked and happy :D
den after school went to redhill with chun mun to repair his psp,hahas, den was about to go clementi, den saw Dear and syah, den poor chun mun has to sit elsewhere, den i sat with dear :]
hahas, so lucky and i love her alotssssss :D
iloveyou!
ElaineTan is so Loved :D
Without, i will die!
I look strong on the surface,
but not all the way through,
Forgetting all the hurt inside,
I've learn to hide so well :D
SIGN OFF HERE at Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
went to school, and reach around 6.45, bored!
then went to wait for gate to open den finally went to class, slack awhile,
den had chinese test back, i got 54/100, yeah, like i finally pass:D
then lit, failed! and i thought i can pass, seriously need to work harder, den after school went to outram, find kelvin and alot more, den went to slack, den went home, den chat with dear loh :]
iloveher.
53days still counting :]
ily!!!
Crawling in my skin, These wounds they will not healed.
Fear is how i fall, confusing what is real.
SIGN OFF HERE at Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Monday, May 12, 2008
Hello.
went to school today, didnt do much, boreddddd.
then had lessons, got back some of the exam papers,
i will show it from the bad to the worse,
Science-22/100(hopeless)
History-39/100(nearly!)
maths- 47/100( teacher say will let me pass:] )
English-65/100( quite happy)
haiz, of all the subjects, i didnt know i will get 65 for my english, shocked,hahas,
I'm disappointed in my history, didnt study and write too short,
baby, i love you :]
Elaine Tan is loved,
52days and still counting :]
SIGN OFF HERE at Monday, May 12, 2008
Baby, you are finally back, sorry for all the pain that i've cause you, and made you hurt.
i hope you will just believe me 1 last time, i love you and i wont leave you.
i'm really glad that you are back, i didnt know how to cherish you in the past,
Till now, i then realise important you are to me, i couldnt stop thinking of you, even when we parted
i would like to say, sorry and i love you.
i wouldnt leave you alone anymore.
51days and still counting,BABY.
iloveyou.
SIGN OFF HERE at Monday, May 12, 2008
Saturday, May 10, 2008
Didnt went out today, rot at home, haiz. wad should i do.
I think i'm going out tmr,
Recalling your cuteness,Foolishly still waiting,Thinking that you will still come back Your face slowly leaves,Time will soon bury me,Disappearing too fast
I couldnt bear it, Loneliness,endlessly has pulled itself upon me. I think that you have already made it very clear,I understand and I know You have already left far away,I will also slowly walk away I will learn to give you up,It is because I love you too much Maybe not seeing you, will made me forget you and not seeing me wont made you so sad.
i already know the answer, i'll just be happy to be your friend before.
SIGN OFF HERE at Saturday, May 10, 2008
Hi guys.
This lack of self-control i fear is never ending
I try to forget everything when you are already in someone's arm.
I can only watch from afar and i know that person not gonna be me anymore.
Haiz, I hate myself, maybe i shouldnt find you anymore.
These wounds will not healed, Only till now, i realise how important is you to me,
Maybe everyday after school i should not come and find kelvin so i wont see you, Maybe.
SIGN OFF HERE at Saturday, May 10, 2008
Thursday, May 8, 2008
Sometimes, life is just like that,
I'm real sorry, i wish that you wont be sad and everything going well,
i hate to see you hurt, but i know wad i jus did made you more hurts,
but this had to end, i know, not that i dont love you, but maybe being with me is like kinda waste of time or wadever thing to you.
I'm really sorry, but maybe we arent fated and i'm not fortunate to have you in my life,
all i hope that you are fine and be happy, stop thinking abt lagger, he is a bad guy, he break his promise and forget him.
Find a better Boyf better than lagger, i believe there are more outside.
i hope you will find happiness and find a good Boyf,
Sorry, I'm really sorry, Take good care and forget LaggerWongZH.
I will never fight again, and this is how it end.
Tension is building inside,steadily!
SIGN OFF HERE at Thursday, May 08, 2008
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
My Black And White Skinnies :]
Hellos guys!
i had no mood to blog abt today, tired and bored!!!!
i jus wanna say i love Elaine forever and ever!!! :]
-46days and still counting :]
ily
1month 2weeks 1day
Everything has to end, you soon find alot of time left to unwind,
Everyday, looking at sweet couples on the street, made me realised how long i didnt hold your hand :[
Haiz, Must i really give in to the sad thoughts that are maddening?
Must i give in to fate?
SIGN OFF HERE at Wednesday, May 07, 2008
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
hellos guys!
today had science exam, i think, i flunked it, den after school went to penisula to find eric and alot of people, den at first only me, eric and kelvin, den kelvin went to work den rica came, slack went to buy skinnies, bought white, den go buy mixed skinnies, black and white, total $40, i bankrupt le, den slack awhile at lan, talked,chat,slack, den went to commonwealth, went to eat, den went home, slept awhile, den at night chatting with dear!
Dear, dont sad ok, baby is here.
Have i really fell in love with you!
I dont know, those kinda feelings.
I guess i'm in love with you!
But i know it's impossible,
So, i shouldn't think so much!
SIGN OFF HERE at Tuesday, May 06, 2008
Monday, May 5, 2008
no mood for blogging today!
cb, better watch out, tmr you sure fucking die!
i love my dear!
-44days and still counting.
ily
-1month 1week 6days
A constant wave for tension, has more than filled me up!
Trying not to break,but i'm so tired at this deceit.
Take everything from inside, and throw it all away!
Try to put my trust in you, just take so much out of me!
SIGN OFF HERE at Monday, May 05, 2008
Sunday, May 4, 2008
Haiz, bored day today! morning woke up around 8.30, dont know why wake up so early den ate some porridge for breakfast, den afternoon, chat with dear, after awhile, she has to go study den i went to use the com and play psp, i totally didnt study lah, and i say i'm gonna study real hard tmr. then 4plus went out to redhill, eat and slack den went to Imm, walk around den went home, den chatted with dear till now :]
I Love You Elaine!
-43days and still counting.
ily
1month 1week 5days!
These wounds they will not healed
Confusing what is truly real
This lack of control i fear is never ending
Without a sense of confidence, i'm convinced that there are just too much pressure to take!
Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Fear is how i fall!
SIGN OFF HERE at Sunday, May 04, 2008
Saturday, May 3, 2008
This post is dedicated to ElaineTanSzeMin, :]
Ohhhhh, Hahas, we have been together for 42days :]To others it may be not long.
But to me, Everything seems to be perfect for me! I understand you, in these 42days!
We love each other deeply! When i'm down, you'll be at my side, make me happy,
Forget all the troubles! Without you, My life will be pretty screw up, seriously!
I dont need to care wad others say about me and you, I just stay strong and continue to love you
My love for you hasn't decrease a single bit! And it wont, I promise!
I just wanna say that,
I Love You Dearly!
LaggerWongZH Love ElaineTanSM
42days and still counting!
ily
1month 1week 4days!
:]
SIGN OFF HERE at Saturday, May 03, 2008
Friday, May 2, 2008
Hellos Guys, I Am Damn Sick Now! High Fever, Headache.
So Guys Bear With Me, Today morning went to school, was sick and tired! Didnt really concentrate on my paper, geo and paper 1! Haiz, i am bored! after school went to sp, buy something drink then went home, chatted with dear awhile, went to sleep then after that woke up around 3.30, dear went for tuition le, den around 5 i went to sleep again, till 7.30,msg dear!Haiz, I am raelly very very sick now :(,
I Love You
-41days and still counting
ily
1month 1week 3days! :D
I Love My Dear!
Without A Sense Of Confidence And I Am Convinced That There Are Jus Too Much Pressure to take!
Life's So Fragile, Treasure Your Love Ones, Before They Are Gone!
Haiz!
SIGN OFF HERE at Friday, May 02, 2008
Thursday, May 1, 2008
Hellos Guys!
Was at home the whole day today!
got tuition at around 2.30 till 4.30 and chatted with dear the whole day except when i am having tuition! den went to eat at around 8, den came back chatted with dear again, den tmr couldnt bring dear as i thought could bring her home, her friend going her house, so not brining her home, allright, will write till here, having geo and mathsP1 tmr, haiz, please god bring me through this.
-40Days And Sitll Counting
ily~
1month 1week,2days!
I Love You Elaine!
Seems Like Everything I Try To Do Smoothly, It Will Be Put To A Stop Somehow!
Haiz, Maybe This Is Fate, And I Have To Give In To Fate!
SIGN OFF HERE at Thursday, May 01, 2008
About Me
Chester Wong ZH .
Im 14 New Town Secondary School ChesterBennington Is My Life I'm Single
I love my brothers , friends
I miss my her , but she's gone ):
In the lift.
Sky Park :D
Blur image
Yuhao And Meeee :D
Everything fall aparts.
Hellos!
The dark and empty sky, like emptiness inside my heart
Hellos, i am bored so i decided to come and blog, baby was outside, so nobody to chat with):
morning woke up around 10.20,cause mum called me den did my tuition homework,den went to eat, den had tuition at 12 till 2, sorry baby, didnt reply you in msn, den went to tuition, was slacking den after that, slept at home from 2 to 6.30, was damn tired during the trip yesterday, den after that had dinner and baby jus reach home and i chat with her, i guess there's nothing more to add on, wad a boring life i had, but without you, i guess it would be worse, thanks baby for coming to my life. i love you!
Guys, sorry for not posting for like 2days, i was in a trip to malacaa, so sorry.
i should made this a proper post.
hahas, hi guys!
Hahas, I'm not inside, cause i'm the camera man!
Looking at the cake lols:D
Dont know wad he doing,
Fish at suntec, which i went yesterday
Building were HIGH!
woke up around 7.45 today, went to work den got money, den went home, changed, went to meet darren at commonwealth mrt station, den trained to city hall, went to penisula, slack and find kelvin and play com for 1hour, den after that saw nico there, den me,nico and Darren went to suntec, play arcade there, haiz, wanted to get the elmo from the stupid arcade, but i use lots of money also cannot get, den after that play awhile and slack awhile went back to penisula lan, 
Went to school today, met eric in the bus, den reach school around 7.35, if i'm not wrong, but it's around that time, den assembly in the hall, den we had briefing for the trip to malacaa, quite a long briefing, abt 45mins, told us wad to bring and wad not to do and wad to do, den at last went back to class, intially had maths but then left 15mins, so we slacked in class, talking and playing, den recess, ate and slack around, went back to class, had english, gave us homework, den Home econs, had back exam paper, 36.5/80, hahas, failed, didnt expect to get so high, i thought 10~20marks :D, den after school went to Central, near penisula, bought 2nd month present, den went to penisula find kelvin, after that went home, didnt bring baby home ):, but i love her lots!
hi guys!
went to school, and reach around 6.45, bored!
Baby, you are finally back, sorry for all the pain that i've cause you, and made you hurt.
Sometimes, life is just like that,
My Black And White Skinnies :]
Haiz, bored day today! morning woke up around 8.30, dont know why wake up so early den ate some porridge for breakfast, den afternoon, chat with dear, after awhile, she has to go study den i went to use the com and play psp, i totally didnt study lah, and i say i'm gonna study real hard tmr. then 4plus went out to redhill, eat and slack den went to Imm, walk around den went home, den chatted with dear till now :]
This post is dedicated to ElaineTanSzeMin, :]
Hellos Guys, I Am Damn Sick Now! High Fever, Headache.
Hellos Guys!
