Look up to you feat LP

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Hello Guys!

Haiz, went to school as usual, late for school with eric,hahas! den went back to class, lols, den slack, after school, went to outram, saw 1 bastard, den met yongjie, kevin,nevin, brandon, and we went to slack awhile, den went to eat after that, went to see kevin put tattoo, lols, den went home around 7.10, den chatted with dear!

I Love Elaine Tan!

Elaine Tan Is Loved!

-39days And Still Counting :D

ily!

1month 1week 2days!:]

I Dont Know What's Worth Fighting For, Or Why I Have To Scream.

I Dont Wan To Be The One, Cause Inside I Realise That I'm The One Confused!

I Dont Know How I Got This Way, I Know It Is Not Allright!

So I'm Breaking The Habit!

I Hurt Much More Than Anytime Before!

I'll Paint It On The Wall, Cause I'm The One At Fault.

I'll Never Fight Again, And This Is How It End!

Now I Have Some Clarity, To Show You Wad I Mean.

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Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Brothers For Life~

Hi Guys!

Went to school as usual, reach around 6.45, nothing to do, den go talk to arvin, eventually he follow everywhere i go, lols, den went to 1/6 for around 15mins to slack, hahas! nothing to do, den assembly,den had lessons, after school went to sp to eat, and played soccer awhile! Then went home, slack at home as dear went out with her friends, 8days didnt bring her home, argh!Then chatted with dear since i think 7 till now. and now i am here, blogging!

!~I Love You~!

I Love Dear!

-38Days And Still Counting

ily~!!!

1month,1week,1day!

Hahahas!

I Dont Even Know The Person I Can Put My Trust In!

I Wanna Let Go All The Pain, I've Held So Long!

SIGN OFF HERE at Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Well, i guess i am emo!

Do I Trust You And Get Fool By Naiveness

Or Do I Trust Nobody And Live In Loneliness.

Because I Cant Hold On, When I'm Stretch So Think,

I Made The Right Move But I Am Lost Within.

If I Turn My Back, I'm Defenceless,

And To Go Blindly Seems Senseless!

It's All Too Much To Take In!

How Do You Think I Have Lost So Much,

I'm So Afraid I'm Out Of Touch!

Everytime, I Cant Seems To Convince Myself, Why!

I'm Trapped In This Memories,

Maybe It Isn't Mine, And Belongs To Someone Else!

So I Should Learn To Let Go!

Haiz!

Bye Guys!

Will Blog Again Tonight, Guess I Miss Dear Too Much : (

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Monday, April 28, 2008

Guys! No picture today! Sorry!

Went to school today! was bored! have chinese test, haiz, i think i can atleast pass, lets hope lah!

After school suppose to go home, but went to play soccer instead, den after awhile, went to play bball!den played till 2.30, called dear, she was outside, so went home, den saw darren in the bus! Hahas, then they came to commonwealth to slack! slack awhile, as i was like so tired! bathe and slept till 5plus, woke up, chatted with dear till now :D

Hahas!

I Love You;D

I Love Elaine!

-37days And Still Counting

ily

1month,1week :D

When My Love For You Grow Stronger, You Were Already In Another Person Arms.

Thinking Of You So Much! Only To Find Out, You Are Already Faraway From Me!

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Sunday, April 27, 2008

Today quite a bored day, morning without dear! she was having tuition, around 4plus, den she came back, and i chatted with her till now! she is now away, helping her sis, i think! then i was bored so came here and blog, quite a short post actually! was bored! :D, so i was basically slack at home the whole day, and tmr is chinese paper, hmm, hope that god can let me pass!

-36days and still counting :D

ily!

1month 6days!

Elaine Tan! Dont Worry If You Have To Go To Another School, I Will Promise To Love You Forever!

Our Love Will Be Forever :D

Cause i Love you

<333

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Saturday, April 26, 2008

Hellos People!

Today was a fine day! chatted with dear from around 12 to 2, cause i have to go library for art thing! den went with yuhao and shamir and chun mun! Then we did, after that, we went to mac and look at tortoise, so many, den went home! Chatted with dear, but i have to go out and eat, so went out and eat! den went home chatted with dear awhile, she is outside eating now! Faster come back ok, I miss you!

I Love ElaineTanSM! :]

I Love Her, No One Else!

-35days And Still Counting! :]

What Do I Do To Ignore Them Behind Me.

Do I Follow My Instincts Blindly

Do I Sit Here And Try To Stand It

Or Do I Try To Catch Them Red-Handed!

SIGN OFF HERE at Saturday, April 26, 2008

Friday, April 25, 2008

Went to school as usual today! reach school around 7.10 and Clive was behind me but i didnt know! He call me and i finally turn back, after that went to the canteen buy something to eat, was hungry den went to 4th storey, slack awhile go back class,had assembly in class, den had exams! and have recess, ate also, den went back to class, Paper 2, was not so bad, atleast can get 60, i think, den after school went sp played soccer awhile for 20mins, went back school awhile, den called shamir, he told me he at ghim moh playing bball, went to find him, play bball with 4 people. den after a hour, went back home! went to find yuhao 1st, den went back home, reach home around 4plus, den chatted with dear till now :D, Elaine Is Loved

I Love Elaine Tan Sze Min :D:D:D!

Wo Ai Ni~

Sometimes, I Feel Like Screaming Out Aloud!

Are You Lost In Your Lies,

I Lost Myself In The Thoughts Of You!

SIGN OFF HERE at Friday, April 25, 2008

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Hi Guys!

Went to school as usual, saw darren in the bus stop, so took bus together den went to school, reach around 7.10, den wait awhile. Then went to class, waited for assemly! den had lessons, lame!After school wanted to bring dear home, but she was at clementi with her friends! so in the end didnt bring her home, den went to queensway to buy my bag,Hahas! den went back to school, played basketball with shamir and other 6ppl, hahas, den we were playing half court den play full court, tiring man! Hahas, den dear look at me play,hahas, couldnt play well, den went home around 5.30, den 7 had tuition till 8.45~ den went to buy pen at my house there and chatted with deardear! :D/

I Love Her!

I Love Elaine! :D

-33days and still counting :D

To Find Myself Again, My Walls Are Closing In.

Feeling So Faithless, Lost Under The Surface

Sometimes I Feel Like Screaming At Myself!

SIGN OFF HERE at Thursday, April 24, 2008

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Went to school today as usual, reach school around 7. den slack around, den went back to class! After that assembly! After that, after school, eric brother came to school and went to meet DM, den eric went home 1st, after that me and clive went to sp, slack awhile, went back to school, den saw dear, she say she going out, den i nevermind loh, after that went to find eric at redhill, he with her stead, follow me go have my hair cut! Hahas, quite nice lah, only behind abit short, but i didnt cut fringe :D. after that went to commonwealth, find brandon and kelvin and his gan er zhi, den when we wanna go kelvin house, i saw darren and friend playing bball, den join them awhile, den go kelvin house! Slack, den went back home! and chatted with dear! She is studying, pls hope that me and her will get good results for our MYE!

I Love You!

I Love Elaine!

-32days and still counting :D

These Wound They Will Not Heal

I Scared Something Will Happen To Us!

Cause I Feel Something Dreadful!

I Hope We Can Pull Through It Together!

I Hope We Will Last, We Hope Nobody Will Tear Us Apart!

Cause I Really Love you :(

SIGN OFF HERE at Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Yo Guys! Was bored so came and blog!

Today went to school and reach school around 6.35, played soccer till 7.20 den went back class, was sweating like mad, ppl thought i jus went to shower,hahas! then after that went to assembly den had lessons, haiz, lame! after that after school didnt bring dear home, as she is staying back den i went to play soccer till 4.45, went home! waited for dear to online, while i watch tv, den she went online! Yay! and i am chatting with her now! i love her!!! :D

I Love You! Elaine Tan!

-31days and still counting my dear :D

I will never know myself until I do this on my own,

I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed.

I will never be anything till I break away from me,

I will break away, I'll find myself today.

I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long.

SIGN OFF HERE at Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Monday, April 21, 2008

Sadly I Lost Mine!

1Month Has Pass!My Dearest Elaine, It Have Been One Month With You!

Everything Seems To Go So Smoothly! I Am Loving You EveryDay!

My Love For You Has Grown Stronger Every Second With You!

I Promise I Will Be True To You And Never Tell You Lies!

It's So Hard To Go To Bed Without By My Side!

I Am Totally Devoted To You! I Promise I Will Only Love You! Not Anybody Else!

Elaine Tan, I Love You!

I Promise Not To Hurt You

SIGN OFF HERE at Monday, April 21, 2008

Sunday, April 20, 2008

I Love You!

Yo Guys!

Today was another day for me! woke up around 10.30 den went to bathe and called dear! den chat with her till around 12. den sms her till 2! After that had tuition, till 5! After tuition called dear, she was at her grandma house now! den chat with her awhile, den i went out to eat! After that, i waited for dear to online as she is now still in her grandma house, i think!Our 1st month is coming like real soon! :D

I Love You!!!

Dear, I Love You With All My Heart!

I Wont Leave You! I Promise!

I Love You, Elaine Tan Sze Min Forever!

Everyday, Everynight, I'll Think Of You!

I Ask Myself, Where Do You Stand In My Heart!

The Answer Couldnt Be Found As I Know It Stand At A Really Very Important Place!

SIGN OFF HERE at Sunday, April 20, 2008

Saturday, April 19, 2008

Hellos! Today morning went to meet with yiwei! Then went to church with him, have some guitar lessons den went out with him! suppose to go to bugis, but was bored went to plaza sing.

After that slack there and walk around! was bored lah there! Was missing dear! Then reach home about 6, den chatted with dear! she went to zoo in the morning to do some project! after that she went to eat and i went to eat! after eating i came to blog! haiz, bored day without dear!

Waiting for her to come back!

I Dont Wanna Be Left Out In The Dark!

I Dont Wanna Live My Life Without You!

I Wan You! And I Love You Elaine Tan Sze Min!

Nobody Else!

SIGN OFF HERE at Saturday, April 19, 2008

Friday, April 18, 2008

Hellos Guys!

Today went to school late, as it was raining so slept later at home, slept till 6.30 den reach school around 7.20. den went back to class, slack awhile went to assembly! then had lessons, after school was suppose to go library and study in the end went to play soccer, played till 5.15. tired went back home, sleep awhile, den chatted with deardear!

I Promise To Bring You Everywhere You Wan To:D

I Love You! 2 More Days My Dear!

It's Near! I Heart You!

SIGN OFF HERE at Friday, April 18, 2008

Thursday, April 17, 2008

♥Elaine Tan:

My Dearest Elaine! Our 1st month together will be coming like maybe 3 days!

My Feeling For You Cannot Be Defined,When I Look Into Your Eyes!

My Heart Ache Everytime I Am Not Around With You!

I Wish So Much, I Could Kiss You.

I Made Mistake In The Past, And Everything Dont Seems To Last.

I'm Sorry For Every Mistake I Did To You!

I Really Hope To Take Care Of You Forever!

Sharing Every Moment With You! Looking Into One Another's Heart!

Nothing Else But Just To Hold Your Hand!

♥Dear Elaine, I Really Love You Alot!

SIGN OFF HERE at Thursday, April 17, 2008

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Today was bored! went to school later. around 7.10 den reach.Then went straight to class, slack and went to aseembly! After that had lessons, fucking bored man! Then saw dear walk past my class for a few times:D After school went to wait for eric, den called dear, and she say she got softball, so i went to plaza sing to collect something. After that we decided to go to penisula first to get my skinnies and my cardigen, so brought 1 black skinnies and 1 green cardigen.

After that went to plaza sing, went there to slack, den collect my thing den went to walk around, looking for some clothes, but in the end didnt find any!So went back home around 4.30.took mrt! Then reach home, waited for dear to come online! And i am chatting with her now:D

Dear Elaine, I Love You!

I Promise Not To Leave You.

I Will Do Wad I Promise You!

If I Hide My Pride And Let It All Go On

Then They Will Take From Me Till Everything Is Gone!

If I Turn My Back I Am Defenseless

And To Give In To Fate Seems Senseless!

I'll Be Buried In The Silence Of The Answer!

I Am Always Afraid That I Will Be Gone From You!

SIGN OFF HERE at Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Yo People!

Today went to school as usual. went to play soccer : D

Then john lim came den zao. go back class, slack then assembly!

Then had lessons, yay! dont need stay back for the stupid science.

After that went to sp play soccer den went home, go bathe. den lie down on the bed, suddenly fell asleep.Then after that talk to Dear.I am chatting with her now : D

I am scared her mum will chased me down the block.hahahas!

Elaine, I Promise You, I Will Give You Happiness.

And I Love You Very Very Much : D

I Will Keep All The Memories With Me! :D

Can Anybody Please Explain To Me

What Happen To The Way, That We Say We'll Be

I Dont Even Know Who I Can Put My Trust In Lately!

Right Now, I Dont Know Why Must I Push Through All The Pain I Am Going Through

And I Am Losing Hope, Give Me One Reason Not To.

SIGN OFF HERE at Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Monday, April 14, 2008

♥I Love You Elaine Tan♥

Went to school as usual,went to play basketball, den went back to class loh, after that had assembly, john lim caught me and eric and ask us to cut our hair, Damn unlucky :(

then went back to class have lessons, after school, run away from history class,hahas. den was suppose t bring Dear home, but she say her friend going her house, so in the end, didnt bring her home. then went clementi slack awhile went home, den called dear on the way, she cannot chat as her sister is with her, den reach home, went dentist, the dentist say my gums not good! so dont let me put colour until healthier, wtf lah!then went home, slacking at home, waited for dear to online, was damn bored and emo lah! den around 8.30 dear online : D Then chatting with her anyway must thanks vivian for helping me to edit the photos : D That's about it.

I <3>

Will Treasure Her Forever

SIGN OFF HERE at Monday, April 14, 2008

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Haiz, Was bored so came and blog loh. Alone at home now, and dear outside,at her cousin house! So Bored Man!

Last night didnt sleep, talk to dear for 1hour, i think, den slack with darren and ah boy!

Morning around 6.30, they both went home, so i went to sleep, sleep till 12. den 12.30 chatted with dear till 3. got tuition! then went to meet ah boy at holland, den went to the roti prata shop! Damn nice, they prata :D Then came home, haiz, nobody at home! so bored! So came here and blog! That's all ba.

I Cant Bear To Let You Go, And I Wont!

I Cant Hold On To Wad I Want When I Am Stretch So Thin.

I Hope To Be With You Forever! Never Be Tear Apart!

I Really Hope So!

Cause I Guess, I Love You Too Much!

Elaine Tan! Your Mine Now And Forever!

I Love You, Elaine Tan!

SIGN OFF HERE at Sunday, April 13, 2008

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Hellos Guys!

Was kinda bored today! Didnt chat with you quite much.

Morning wake up around 10.30. den chat with dear from 11.50 to 12.15.

Damn short.25mins. then went to bugis, meet with eric!

Then slack there till 6plus, went home, meet ah boy and darren and void deck!

Slack till around 9.30. they coming my house overnight. Then i came here to blog.

Haiz, didnt chat with dear so much today!

I am starting to miss her lah!

Haiz, so sad and bored now!

Wad's happening to me!

No Doubt I Love You My Elaine Tan!

I Really Love Love Love You! <3

SIGN OFF HERE at Saturday, April 12, 2008

Friday, April 11, 2008

Hello!

Today had the stupid commendation day!

Then after school called dear, she still with her friend, so i went to sp!

After slacking awhile, we decided to play soccer!

Suprisinly, after calling dear, i can shoot from damn far and score!

Den go and find friend at holland, slack again. Then went home, waited for dear to online.

And now i am chatting with her :)Hahas, She made me so happy la

What good's a memory,Without you there with me.
You make the loneliness,All just disappear.

To hold you in my arms,To promise you my love
To tell you from the heart,You're all I'm thinking of.

I Love You My Dear Elaine Tan Sze Min!

Without You,Life Will Be The Same I Used To Had.

I Will Promise To Love You,The Only You!

Nothing Could Change My Love For You!

Cause I Love You My Dear!

SIGN OFF HERE at Friday, April 11, 2008

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Hi Guys!:D

Woke up around 6.10 today! Then went to school around 6.50~

Played basketball than went back to class, slack with eric, we go loiter around the whole school!Then went to his class. Then assembly, was tired.Then lessons. Omg, I am hating my science teacher to the core! She sux big time!After school went to play basketball, play until shoe so wet man! Then dear call me awhile :D.After that went home, and chatted with deardear since the time i went home! I think she is in vivo now. :D Hope she come back quickly and call me.

Elaine Tan I Love You:)

Dear Elaine:

I Love You And That's A Undeniable Fact.

Everything May Be A Bluff But My Love For You Will Be Real.

I Dont Care What Others May Talk About Us.

What Matter Is I Am Being Able To Be By Ur Side

Holding Your Hands, Laughing Together!

I Love You!

SIGN OFF HERE at Thursday, April 10, 2008

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Hellos Guys~ I Am Feeling So Fucking Sleepy. So Bear With Me.

Went to home like usual reach school around 6.45, den played bastketball den went to class!

Lessons as usual, Bored loh, Haiz. After school went dear dear class disturb her, Hahas, not really disturb lah : )... Wanna look at her ma.Then say hi to a guy, he replied hi back. Omg, i am so happy lah : D~ then went plaza sing bought something for me and dear, den went lan for 1 hour, went home : D

Then chatted with dear. :D Wo Ai Ni!

Inside They Dont Even Understand The Extent Of The Pain.

Maybe Someone Can Tell Me Why Everybody So Distant.

I Dont Know Anyone I Can Put My Trust In Lately.

Can Anybody Please Just Explain To Me.

What Happen To The Way That We Always Say We'd Be.

I Love You, Elaine Tan : D

No Matter Wad, I Will Love You Will All My Heart : D

SIGN OFF HERE at Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Hellos Guys~

Couldn't Sleep So I Came To Post :D

I Am Still Chatting With My Dear Elaine :D

I Cant Stop Myself From Saying This.

I Love You Lots :D

You Made Me So Happy When U Chat With Me~

I Guess I Have To Stop Here :D

I Love You My Dearest Elaine Tan :D

Elaine Is Mine Forever :D

SIGN OFF HERE at Tuesday, April 08, 2008

Hmm...Woke up around 6 today, then reach school around 6.45?
I am really feeling damn tired.Really tired!I feel like giving up sometimes.
Then lessons was boring.After school played basketball, then went to slack around school till like 2.30. Then was taking bus home, saw darren and friends in the bus, den went to holland to slack,
and went to commonwealth, den went to my house. decided to play soccer, It was raining like mad, and we were all drenched.
Chatted With Elaine Dear, She Made Me So Happy Lah! :D

Sometimes I Need You To Stay Away From Me.
Sometimes I'm In Disbelief I Didn't Know.
Sometimes I Feel Like I Trusted You Too Well.
Sometimes I Jus Feel like Screaming At Myself.
Somehow I Need To Be Alone By Myself.
Without A Sense Of Confidence.
And I Am Convinced That There Are Too Much Pressure To Take.
These Wound They Wont Heal, Fear Is How I Fall.
The Darkness Is Holding Me Tightly.
Everyone Feel So Far Away From Me.

I Love You My Dearest Elaine.
I Love You Lots Lots :D

SIGN OFF HERE at Tuesday, April 08, 2008

Monday, April 7, 2008

Today wake up around 6.15~ was later, then reach school around 6.45!
Nothing to do, so i went to play basketball, but i dont know why, went to play soccer suddenly.
After that went back to class, put bags.Went to assembly, the had lessons, Nafa,was slacking the whole time, walking running den fail...Hahas~ then maths, Yay i got 25/25 for maths test, I am so happy :D Then after school went to play soccer awhile den play basketball, play till 2.30 got history class,den 3 end. lols, Went to play soccer :D After that around 5 went home, reach home around 5.30. Then chatted with dear since i reach home.

I Love You Lots Lots Elaine Tan:D
Elaine Is Lagger's Forever :D

So Concerned Of Wad You Think, Jus Say Wad We Feel Inside.
What Goes Up Will Surely Fall, I Am Jus Counting Down The Time.
Everything Has To End,You'll Soon Find We're Out Of Time Left.
Everything Fall Apart,Everything Will Eventually Break Down.
I Wanna Know The Truth, Instead Of Wondering Why.
A Constant Wave of Tension, Has More Than Filled Me Up.
In My Fears And Flaws, I Let Myself Down Again.
I Jus Ended Up Getting Hurt Again.

SIGN OFF HERE at Monday, April 07, 2008

Sunday, April 6, 2008

Was zilian, took a picture of myself :D

Hellos Everyone.Was bored so i decided to post.
Woke up around 11today...Then slack at home, damn bored.
Sms dear around 2. Waited for tuition...3.30 tuition starts.
After tuition message dear, she didnt reply,call her she didn't answer
Maybe she is busy. Nevermind lah.
Then was bored so came and blog, yeah! watching soccer soon:D

Elaine Tan, I Miss You Quite Terribly:(
Elaine, I Love you:D

To Be Hurt, To Feel Lost.
To Be Left Out In The Dark.
To Be On The Edge Of Breaking Down.
No On Understand Me.
Feeling So Out Of Place.

SIGN OFF HERE at Sunday, April 06, 2008

Saturday, April 5, 2008

Lagger Love Elaine Forever<3

This Post Is Dedicated To You :D

Elaine Tan:
Sometimes In The Night, I Look Up To The Stars.
I Start Thinking Of You.I Ask Myself Why Do I Love You.
I Think And I Smile Happily,I Know The Answer Will Be Countless.
The Whisper Of Your Voice, The Warmth Of Your Touch
So Many Little Things That Made Me Love You So Much
The Way You Supported Me, The Way You Care For Me
You Pick Me Up From Darkness, And Show Me The Way To Light.
Those Dreams I Had Ever Have, All Involve You
How I Love You So Deeply And Crazily.
All I Want You To Know Is My Love For You Is True:D

I Will Love You Forever And I Wont Let Go!
No Matter Wad Happen To Us, I'll Promise To Hold On!
I Love You My Dear Elaine Tan Sze Min :D

SIGN OFF HERE at Saturday, April 05, 2008

Hmm...My New Blog~ Pretty Cool Huh :D
Didnt Do Anything Much Today...Woke Up Around 10today.
Slacked Around, Then 11!~Chatted With Dear :D
12.15~ Tuition Teacher Came...He Is Always Late....
Then Finish Tuition At 2~
Slacked Around Once Again Waiting For Dear To Online, Then Dear Online Around 5 :D
Chatting With Her Now :D
That's All~ :D

I Love You Elaine :D

我陪你走到最后,能不能不要回头
会不会手牵着手晚一点才到尽头

I Like What I Do,I Do What I Like
Back Then, I Thought You Was Jus Like Me
You Could See All The Pain I See.
Things Aren't The Way They Were Before
You Wouldn't Even Recognize Me Anymore
I Kept Everything Inside
Even Though I Tried It All Fell Apart

SIGN OFF HERE at Saturday, April 05, 2008